Monday, October 5, 2009 , Monday, October 05, 2009

TEMPORARILY CLOSED :)

Since I don't have the heart to delete this blog forever yet I don't have the time to revive this.
FOLLOW ME HERE:



Friday, May 22, 2009 , Friday, May 22, 2009

I turned 18 late October last year. It wasn't anything grand but it was definitely something worth commemorating. I only have one wish then: that this boy I really really like would like me back.
Well, I thought that it would be that night where we're going to confess our undying love for each other but it turned out I just got too drunk and turns out I'm the only one who professed. (EPIC FAIL FOR ONE SIDED LOVE) Then I learned that birthdays, bursting love and alcohol just doesn't mix that well. :|

Few months after, things settled in. ;)

Oh how I wish I could go back to the days and started being a friend than a psycho-stalker kind of girl but then again, maybe it's way better that I met someone else and rekindled old love with an old flame. But three months after that got totally burned out. :)

-- wishful thinking from a girl six months back yo! :)

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BIG DAY tomorrow.
*cross fingers*





Friday, May 15, 2009 , Friday, May 15, 2009


1. I am not dismissed. (In your face! :p)
2. Don't feel sorry for me, because I am not. So I guess, you shouldn't be too. :)
3. Yes, I love him. But it doesn't work that way in this world. It should be: I love him. He loves me too. Period.
4. I am leaving because of a reason I can't disclosed. So please respect that will you?
5. I am not a no brainer. I am not even a black haired bimbo for crying out loud. :|
6. I miss you, can't wait for school.. So let's get it over with :)
7. My "new" school ain't bad at all. So you people badmouthing it, can you please stop? ;) or just turn the volume down.
8. To the people who replied to my previous entry. Thankyouverymuch. I feel loved. I feel happy and not sad at all, because you people are so great to me. So let's keep in touch, okaaaay?
9. I am still and always will be an "iska" and "comscigirl" by heart.
10. NO REGRETS :)



Wednesday, May 13, 2009 , Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Well, the traffic going to my "new" school is murder. I imagine, commuting everyday to and from school would be looongggg. :| On the brighter side, there are days where the traffic is bearable and commuting with a pair of uniform blouse and skirt is not so bad :) + the people are really nice :> ++ my friends are there. *so yes, hello hello :)) if you know who you are(Trop''A esp.)* +++ you know "that thing" already. Still crossing my fingers about the "thing". I will find out tomorrow :)


well, maybe the most part of the mass will find this hilarious :p

My tummy is aching and my diet is on haywire. I must get back to shape and start eating healthy. :| No more fastfood please from here on forward. (Uhh, but maybe a little. I'll eat really healthy for breakfast. I promise!ü)
Woah. Sorry for keeping out of touch. I've been on self rediscovery and it's getting along quite well. Hooray for the new and improved me. :)

I got tired of people stepping on me and thinking they can say anything, and I will be mum about it. Time to step up for myself you see :)

PS. I still miss you, every single thing about you. I won't text you anymore. I'm giving you that "space" you see, is it working? I just hope everything would turn out well. You&me, not now but maybe someday. See you really soon. I love you :-*
Uhh. Yes. I really love you :-* but the feeling is so __________ .
But I love you. K, I'll end this. iloveyoubaby :-*

PPS. It's Karen's 1stday with her new laptop. Yay! :))

PPS. (Haha. Something unrelated to my love&life..)
Hey people, I'm a budding entrepreneur. Hoho. So support the things I sell :p for my dear future. Kidding. I'm just trying to earn some money. Visit this album:
http://chizbred24.multiply.com/photos/album/231
Orders until Monday only :)) PM / text for inquiries. Thankyouverymuch.Ü



Wednesday, May 6, 2009 , Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Another round of word war.
Another round of useless explanations and incomprehensible answers.
Another round of heart ache and heart break.
Another round of useless text messages and mean bickerings.
Another round of wet handkerchiefs and swollen eyes.

I fell asleep again, beside my phone.
Waiting for that text that wouldn't come or
that call that ends it all. :|

Oh sheep. I messed up pretty badly. :(

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Barely alive. I love you friends :-*
A poem? Maybe. Maybe.
Just one more time. Okay? One more freaking time.
Then we call it quits or not :|


Byeeeeee! :]



Monday, May 4, 2009 , Monday, May 04, 2009

I was supposed to write a really long blog entry. Just for the sake of releasing all this pent up emotions. I read from somewhere that holding things inside too much can cause cancer :| But the point is, I can't. I don't know how to write or where to start. I can't phrase what I really feel right now because one minute I'm happy then the next thing I know. I'm all EMO :|

HAHAHA. I can't believe. I typed that. :|
Okay. I do believe I typed that. LABO :3

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Mahal na mahal kita. Pero ang sakit sakit na. :|

Seriously,
I know, I deserve someone better. It isn't the end of the world.
But for three freaking years, no matter how much I hide and deny it. It's you and only you.
That means something right? Anything?

Epic "Seeing each other" once again on Friday. Just the thought of it, makes my knees grow week :|
Ayayay! PAGIBIG ♥

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PS. Ang arte lan eh. :| Hindi ko nga kasi alam ang gagawin ko. Babati ba ako? o dedma? Syet naman. :| Hindi makatulog sa gabi sa kaiisip eh. :|

HAHAHA. :))



, Monday, May 04, 2009

So I was just wondering..

Does..

.true copy of grades
.transcipt
.extracurriculars participated
.seminars/symposium attended
.orgs na sinalihan.
.dame ng UNO
.contacts
.course taken
.school / university / college you graduated at..

important in finding a decent job? :|

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Wow. Life is too surreal. Now that the future is unclear :))
College Babyyyyyyy :| All over again.
Hello First Semester. New school. Same old people.
Different Experience. :|



Wednesday, April 29, 2009 , Wednesday, April 29, 2009


Because everything is just so random right now.
Back to bullets.
  • I want to grow my hair really long. :| and I'm even considering to make it straight. Rebond? No no. I will not give in to being superficial.
  • Anticipating for weekends but I'm ready for the epic fail or perhaps Epic Success. Again and again. So frustrating :|
  • The talk. (Syet. Hindi pa ako handa. Sana masabi ko na ang lahat.)
  • Bakit kasi hindi na lang ikaw? at hindi na lang ako? :|
  • Off to LB tomorrow. :) Seeyou Loves! :3
*waves*
Kakamiss lang :|



Sunday, April 26, 2009 , Sunday, April 26, 2009

I've been contemplating if I'm going to update my featured friends or not. I know it sounds so childish but removing a so called "friend" would be a symptom of my defeat. I battled my heart out for the whole world to see, I cried endless tears and shallow sobs just for him. My theme was Me against Everybody Else. They want me to stop, I say "Let's give it more". They want me to move forward, I say "Let's stay here for awhile". They want me to forget about everything, I say "Come on! I want to relinquish every bit of memory". They want me to cut all connections, I say "No way!". Lastly, They want me to Let Go, I say "Not yet, I can still try!".

I still don't have the guts to tell the behind-the-scenes story and maybe we should keep it that way. Away from the privy eyes of people who just would not understand. :)

Then one day, it felt like an ordinary day there were no sparks, fireworks or clicks. It just happened. I can't quite explain the feeling but I think it is finally subsiding. All the heartaches and tears were reduced to half. I still believe that it will work maybe not now, not yet. But anyway, Life is tough :))

and Yes, I love you :-*
You'll always be here and maybe after another one and a half years.
Everything would be okay again. So Thankyouverymuch :))


This time, I'm going to wait ♥
But for the meantime, I'm living my life just like before, Uhh. Even better!

I just need to have that "talk" to make things official.



Friday, April 24, 2009 , Friday, April 24, 2009

I just woke up from a really good dream.

There was this guy..
I can't remember what he looks like but three things are for sure.
1. He lives on a dorm uphill (based on my dream)
2. He probably studies at UP (Thinking we are at the same campus)
3. He is really really hot. awesome. cute. good looking. (basta feeling ko gwapo siya!)

and we're together :)) Then we went to watch a documentary for a subject and he was just there, talking to me and I'm lost in lalaladreamland.

Everything was like real. Now, I'm off to find who that boy is. Maybe I'll sleep again and try to get back where we left off. :))

Kilig pa din ako, Anuuuu ba yaaaaaan :|



Thursday, April 23, 2009 , Thursday, April 23, 2009

I'm still alive, Okay?

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It's been a tough week but things are looking up :)
Notebooks are making me happy right now. Yay! 2 + 1 new ones.
I don't know what purpose they will serve. Maybe I will write random thoughts out.
Or maybe use them for school (School is so far away :| I want to go to school now! Seriously.. I love school. EPIC REALIZATION!)
But come to think of it, they are too cute for school :))

My blog entry is all washed up. I don't know why. I think I missed somebody but he doesn't misses me back. :( Stop the drama!

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Now,
How about you? How are you? :")



PS. Feel my presence. :))



Friday, April 17, 2009 , Friday, April 17, 2009

I'm tired of explaining myself over and over again :| MY LIFE, okay? I know you and you and yes even you are a part of it. But take note: MY LIFE / Anne Christiane R. Ronidel's life to make it clear? :( On the other hand, I'm touched that you're concern. So thankyouverymuch. :)

Of all the people I told my *sob* story. The person I thought would least appreciate it is the one who served me up with encouraging words and heartfelt support. I know you wouldn't read this but I want you to know. Thankyou :))

Another thing, just logged off from heart to heart YM conversations with Arianne. I must say, life is really something :) I'm wishing that both of us would make it all out for the best. WE CAN DO IT! :D

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I've been sneezing and wiping my nose for the most part of the day. I don't know if it's because of the endless crying or what. I looked like a kid. :| Punas dito, singa doon! :|

DAY4 = 5 Days left. Pray, Pray and Pray. :))

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In dire need of monetary kickbacks. HAHA! Seriously, I want to help my parents out. So if you have any suggestions or papers you need to work on. I can help :) Oh man, Life is tough :]

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As for you, I'm already at wit's end :[ I can't even understand myself why I put up with all your acts. :( I'm hurting just as bad as before. Then suddenly I remembered why. I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU :-* That's why and I'm going to do something about it. :|

PS. Off to make an audioblog! :]



Thursday, April 16, 2009 , Thursday, April 16, 2009

Before the second semester ends, I was thinking about summer classes. Now, summer classes have started and I haven't registered for summer school. Everything went to a complete 360 degree turn :( I'm having doubts but I realize there's no more backing out.

(Uhh, actually there's still that tiny space of going back :] But I know everything would be okay. Everything!)

Actually, I don't know what's the purpose of this blog entry but anyhow. I want to say HELLO to the people who are taking summer classes. I ENVY YOU, Seriously. If I could trade places with you right now, I will.
Though, I like staying at home and having to get out once in awhile. Everything is quite different. That it all seem weird to me. It will even get weirder when Regular School starts.

*DUNDUNDUN*


All this alone time, made me realized a lot of things. Some Epic realizations and the like.

I guess, I miss you people :))
Orgmates, seeyou really soon. :( I'm sorry for flaking out on you people like this. Schoolmates. I miss the happy times. Housemates, Sorry for the "taray" act. Been a good one year of living together though. ClosestFriends*TROP'A I guess, I'll be spending a lot of time with you guys, make time for me. Special Friends, I cry. I want to see you guys and talk to you like there's no tomorrow. All you other people.. I MISS YOU!
Yes. All of you! I hope you miss me back.

and YOU! Love, you still make my heart skip a beat. You make me feel a twinge of hurt. Or a lot of it but your one text compensates the week's fatalities. All is well, I hope. :( You left me at the wrong time but I'm going to win everything back., Everything. I love you so :-*

TWO MONTHS TOPS = EPIC RETURN ♥



Sunday, April 12, 2009 , Sunday, April 12, 2009

One day down, three more days to go..
Or make that a week so it will be really really effective, or two whole weeks or THREE WEEKS tops. :|

I hope I can defend my stand because at the end of the day. I end up crying and missing him so much that I want to text him badly. Pathetic Anne, really pathetic! When will I move on? Uhh, I guess it's not right now but I'm better :)

One thing I've learned when it comes to relationships. Never ever memorize your boyfriend's phone number. :)) It would be really helpful when times like this comes. Seriously. :|



Friday, April 10, 2009 , Friday, April 10, 2009

1. I hate you. I love you. Why do you keep pushing me away? :(
2. I dreamed of you last night, it was really really sad. For a moment, I thought that things are going to be okay but then you hugged me and said, "I'm sorry, I don't love you!"
3. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't believe in the concept of too late because you see, one and a half years is already too late but then again we made it happen.
4. Third's time the charm or the fourth time or the time after that. It doesn't matter. We're going to be together sooner or later.
5. Can you spell persistent?
6. I'm always here for you no matter what. :) You're my friend, my bestfriend. Nothing would change that. Not even you.
7. I felt like crying again, but I can't.. I don't want to.. Because I know, you are worth more than my tears.
8. You'll see that I've changed. You've changed. But deep inside we're still the same boys and girls that always fight but at the end of the day. We kissed and make up.
9. I miss you.
10. I love you! ♥



Wednesday, April 8, 2009 , Wednesday, April 08, 2009

I realized that I can't put my life on hold for you baby! :))
So while waiting for you, I'm going to have FUNNNNNN! :D




ONE STEP AT A TIME? Ü






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Monday, April 6, 2009 , Monday, April 06, 2009

Dear Other Self,

For the first time, I wasn't late. I wasn't even on time. I was really early :))
The "date" went on pretty well. We had lunch and a movie after. You know what bothers me?
It's nothing much really but anyway. I'll share. :))

It's those moments that we sort of switched back on being girlfriend-boyfriend. It was sweet really. :| But I'm confused. I know he doesn't want me back but heck I'm just glad we're okay. As in really okay. He occassionally teases me about a girl and I would pretend that I don't mind. He would mess my hair just to annoy me.

Then I realized, It was fun. Somehow. Nothing's too serious, we just enjoy the company of each another. One step at a time right?

I know I'm just wearing my heart on my sleeve. It's only been a week. Time would catch up on us again. I can feel it.

PS. I posted a movie ticket just so I won't forget this day
happened and it is not just a dream :))

Always & Forever,
Anne♥




, Monday, April 06, 2009

YAY. Finally our "friendly" date pushed through. :))
It was really short but hands down amusing. (Oo na, kinikilig pa din ako hanngang ngayon!)
I can't wipe off the goofy grin on my face. Imagine that! (PAGBIGYAN NIYO NA AKO!)



We had lunch and then watched a movie after. Another hands down: MONSTER VS. ALIENS :)) Ang FUUUNNNNNNN lang eh. :3

Maaaaannnn, I can't wait for school to start. Hahaha!
So eager, really eager. :]


PS. Friend, thanks for the songs. Uhh, Theme song? Apologize :|
Loko ka din noh. Hahaha! I know you wouldn't read this anyway. So okay lang..
Magtitili at Magtatalon at Magtumbling :-* I love you still! :-*

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Sunday, April 5, 2009 , Sunday, April 05, 2009

YEY! :D I'm relaunching my blog @ blogspot! This is a test post if this blog would be cross posted to blogger. :))

TEST.
TEST.
TEST.


Oh but wait, here's the blogger link.
Just in case:
http://chizbred.blogspot.com


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Before we go, you've read the entry so why not comment, a simple "Hi", "Hello!" or "Whadup" would do. :))
I miss you! Uhh, yes you stupid! :p

In short: PARAMDAM!




, Sunday, April 05, 2009


My last remaining cash just went *POOF* into thin air. :)) I promised not to buy clothes anymore but the big tarpaulin @ Maldita's (50% off SALE) tempted me to go in and just have a look see. I ended up buying new sets of sleeveless and spaggeti straps shirt, thinking it's SUMMER naman eh :D

I love sleeveless & spaggeti straps even if I have very much BIG ARMS. :)) It's comfy and cool. Bakit ba? :)) Keri naman kahit malaki ang braso ko! HAHAHA! (Ang lakas lang ng confidence! Forgive me!ü)

SUPERFICIAL lang ang dating ko eh
:|

As I went to meet my mom and siblings, My mom pointed out that I shouldn't buy clothes anymore. Because I won't be needing it anymore for my next school because they have UNIFORMS. :))

Wow! When she said that, I realized that this thing isn't on the drawing board anymore but it's coming alive. :| Just making light of the situation and I'm being positive about it.
I'll just do my best and prove that what I am going to do is the right thing to do, I pretty much don't care now what others would say. Because...

I'm HAPPY though I'm nervous.
PERIOD.



PS. Maging supportive na lang kayo. Please.
K? We'll still be friends naman eh. :))
Forever and ever.



, Sunday, April 05, 2009

I want to open my frienster account. Just to have a look see.
But I'm afraid, I'll just be disappointed. :(

Can't wait for tomorrow. :))
Lage na lang napopostponed ang excited ko kasi :p



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PLUG: add my YM: chizbred
Thankyouverymuch! :)



, Sunday, April 05, 2009

ANSWER THIS :))
PRETTY PLEASE.
IF YOU ANSWER, I'M GOING TO ANSWER THIS ONE FOR YOU TOO :>
PARA FAIR.
CHEERS TAYO! :D
(answer first, before copying ! ! !)

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

1. I died:

2. I kissed you:

3. I lived next door to you:

4. I started smoking:

5. I stole something:

6. I was hospitalized:

7. I ran away from home:

8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

9. Personality:

10. Eyes:

11. Hair:

12. Family:


WOULD YOU:

13. Be my friend?

14. Keep a secret if I told you one?

15. Hold my hand?

16. Take a bullet for me?

17. Keep in touch?

18. Try and solve my problems?

19. Love me?

20. Date me?

21. Sing with me?


HAVE YOU EVER:

22. Lied to make me feel better?

23. Wanted to kiss me?

24. Wanted to kill me?

25. Broke my heart?

26. Kept something important from me?

27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?


MORE:

28. Who are you?

29. Are we friends?

30. When and how did we meet?

31. Describe me in one word:

32. What was your first impression?

33. Do you still think that way about me now?

34. What reminds you of me?

35. If you could give me anything what would it be?

36. How well do you know me?

37. When's the last time you saw me?

38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

39. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?



Saturday, April 4, 2009 , Saturday, April 04, 2009

I'm desperate to know how you are. How things are going. I'm desperate to ask if you miss me even for just a little bit,
but you know what? I'm afraid you'd say NO. Then, I'll turn emotional again for a day or so. I'll snapped back to reality after that, I know I try too hard to get your attention. But you're worth every single bit of my time.
Sometimes, I would go to my phone's gallery and stare at our last picture together. We we're both so happy even after
we parted ways. Then I would go ask myself, why we'd end up like this? :|

Our situation is complicated, we're definitely not lovers and I'm positive we're not friends friends. There's still that
special connection between us and you can't shrugged it off.
What's weird is you try not too care too much but I can feel deep deep deep inside that you do.
We could never be the same again..

I'm holding back on what I feel about you. I don't want to surprise you or anything. I'm just taking this one step
at a time, eventually you'll come to your senses. You'll realize what you did was a big mistake, but don't worry. I'm still
here when you decide to come back. All yours.

I'm loving you from the sidelines, No hugs nor kisses.
No sweet talks nor Endearing name calling.
Just subtle acts of expression.

You know what's even harder?

I have all this love on my heart bursting to come out.
The problem is, there's no one to share but you :)


I wish you could read my blog. Maybe you'll understand my feelings more but heck, you don't care about
Multiply that much the way that I do :) I'm not opening my friendster account anymore.. It hurts too much
to see your face online. It makes me feel that you're there even if you're not.

About that girl, I have this love/hate relationship with her. Sometimes she is my friend but sometimes she becomes a threat. Don't stay too close to her okay? Uhh, don't worry. I'll be there anyway. Seeyou @ school.
I can't wait to start over :)

Oh by the way, HappyONEweek of being apart baby. :)
Man, we're going to see each other tomorrow right? Off to celebrate or what.
Our plans would push through.
*cross fingers*



, Saturday, April 04, 2009

For those who can't relate, I suggest you better read this blog entry first:
http://chizbred24.multiply.com/journal/item/354

Hahahaha. After two days, a few arguments and a lot of thorough explaining...

HE FINALLY SAID YES. :)
(Hahaha. Oha! Pumayag na siya. Hindi ako bigo man! :p)

I can't be any happier, well. I could be happier if this goes on and on!
But BLAAAAH! One step at a time okay?
I'm still adjusting to the consequences. I'm just glad that he finally hear me out, one way or another. (:
I'm happy that atleast he knows that I understand him so much and I'm here for him after all we've been through.

Can't wait for tomorrow or whenever that day would be. :}





Kelangan magpaganda! Hahaha! :)
Kras na kras kasi kita!
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I got rejected once, then twice, then thrice.
But hey, Malakas ang fighting spirit ko! :)



Friday, April 3, 2009 , Friday, April 03, 2009

It's been a busy day. Inquiring on course curriculum :|
I'm quite excited to start school again but I don't know, I have to settle the things I'm going to leave behind :(

I'm going to miss everything, it's a risk but I have to do this (:


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Three things about you
1. I'm going to trade school for something/someone I really love.
2. My heart was broken by the same person twice. (Uhh, hindi nadala! :p)
3. Yes, I'm naturally curly. Dalagang Pilipina my man :p

Three things you're doing right now
1. Answering this :)
2. Waiting for a text. (I know, he will text me. I can feel it.) EDIT: He texted me. YAY! but I will not reply yet, Make him wait a little :>
3. Texting.

Three things you did yesterday
1. Bum around the house.
2. Internet.
3. Daydreamed. (So productive, right?)

Three things you want
1. My ex boyfriend.
2. Love ♥
3. A big teddy bear hug!

Three pets you want
1. Guinea Pig
2. Husky.
3. Turtle Smurtle. :3

Three of your best friends
1. Marky Baby! :p
2. Mumay.
3. Nix.

Three of your favorite family members
1. Patsy, my maldita sister.
2. Nanay, may favorite lola.
3. Mi, mom :D

Three things you drink daily
1. Water
2. Milk
3. --

Three of your favorite movies
1. Taken.
2. Princess Diaries (Haha. Disney kid still)
3. PS I love you

Three of your favorite musicians/bands
1. John Mayer.
2. Secondhand Serenade
3. Not much of a music buff.

Three of your favorite TV shows
1. CSI :D
2. OTH.
3. GossipGirl

Three of your most recent texts (who from)
1. Mumay
2. AJ
3. Mark (YAY!)

Three people you've spoken to in the past 24 hours
1. Patsy
2. Mom
3. Dad

Three songs you last heard
1. I
2. can't
3. remember

Three people you last hugged
1. Patsy
2. Nanay
3. Mark (Awww. shucks! That was last sunday pa! :()

Three things you last ate
1. Kwek-kwek
2. A piece of siomai
3. Soup

Three cities/towns you've lived in
1. Santa Rosa
2. Manila
3. Los Baños

Three places you'd like to visit
1. Paris
2. Hongkong
3. Palawan

Three things you're looking forward to
1. Hanging out with him again! :))
2. Enchanted Kingdom, or Malling tomorrow with Friends!
3. SCHOOL :p

Three of your pet peeves
1. People who breaks other people's heart. :| (BITTER!)
2. People who makes you feel left out.
3. People who makes you feel like crap.

Three reasons you last saw a doctor
1. For cancer vaccine
2. Dengue Fever :(
3. w/ my mom checkup

Three of your favorite teachers
1. Life
2. Mark
3. Friiieeends.

Three of your favorite subjects in school
1. PE :) HAHAHA!
2. CMSC subjects, uhh.. Not really..
3. GE >:D

Three things to the right of you
1. Teddy
2. Phone
3. Speakers

Three things to the left of you
1. Fan
2. Cellphone
3. Box

Three reasons you're taken (or single)
1. Breakup.
2. I'm waiting for someone.
3. It is just not our time yet. :(

Three things you like to do on the weekends
1. Go out with him.
2. Watch Monsters vs. Aliens
3. Hang out with friends.

Three things you're feeling right now
1. Full
2. Nostalgic
3. Giddy

Three things you hate
1. Gossip >.<
2. High price commodities
3. Fake friends

Three things you love
1. M ♥
2. happy faces
3. rainbow clouds

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, Friday, April 03, 2009

Uhh, I can't say it's officially summer vacation for me. It's so cold outside and I'm missing the brighter than sunshine feel (:

Anyway, I've been mulling over what to do this day or for the next few days while I decide if I'm going to leave or not. :| (Definitely, I'm headed to goodbye!)
Since I lost my all time favorite playing buddy, who wants to teach me or tutor me to play DoTa? Hahaha. I only know the basics and I guess it's time for me to embrace the fact that I need to get strong in playing this game one way or another. I just have to :P

Or I want to play Left4Dead, I only tried it once and I want to try it again. Come on!
Let's play (:

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PS! :) I lost some of your numbers. Text me again so I can save them :)
Please Please Please! Let's be summer texting buddies. HAHAHA (:
09276029376



, Friday, April 03, 2009

Wow. It's been five freaking days since the DUNDUNDUNDUN breakup happened. (:
and I'm okay. Well, I guess I'm okay.. I could be okay.. (I want to blog it all out but I still can't face the fact that if I typed it and posted it, it will be all too real and that I have to admit that I'm not just having a nightmare but it's the sad sad reality of life.. BLECHHH! DRAMA!)

Hahaha. My brain cells aren't working properly. All that I typed above sounds gibberish or is it just me? :3

GUESS WHAT?

I asked a freaking boy out :|

Hahahaha. It was out of the blue, and I badly wanted to catch up with this certain mister.
Then I got rejected. HAHA (: Well, he said he'll think about it.

Oh Man, PUMAYAG KA NA LANG KASI (:

Dundundun! Waiting for his text.
The anticipation is killing me. :D

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On a much brighter note, I'm playing this game right now.
CLICK HERE! It's really cool. Let's duel together!

Uhh, feeling bakasyon naman ako kahit hindi pa. I must fix papers and stuff pa :|



Thursday, April 2, 2009 , Thursday, April 02, 2009

To leave or not? (:











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I miss you! I hope I see you tomorrow or maybe
I will get to see you everyday! ♥



Wednesday, April 1, 2009 , Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Wow. I've been trying to write a decent blog entry about how I really feel on the past few days. But somehow, whenever I typed a full paragraph. I would click the X at the upper right side of the page. :|

I'm thinking that sharing what I've been through would just make it worse. Or the words 'Pathetic' and 'Loser' would come to your mind. I just don't need judgmental people at my side right now neither too comforting people, maybe because I want to sort it out on my own.

Uhh. Basta.. It's a long story.. I don't want this blog entry to turn all weepy (:

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PIPOL (:

Comment / Suggest a song! Anything goes just make sure it's a HAPPY SONG and not Emo/weepy/senti kind. I need a HAPPY / JOLLY / JOYFUL / Uhh, I think you're getting my point right?

A song that whenever you hear it you think of the bright sun, summer and all things happy. (: Puhleassseee! I want a HAPPY SONG, a very HAPPY ONE (:

Dance Music would be appreciated. I'm going to download it all! YAY! (:







PS. As much as possible, not a lovesong! Hehe. Alam mu na, medyo allergic ako dun ngayon eh. :D Tsaka kasi, maiingget lang ako. Hehehe!

THANKYOU MUCH (:



Monday, March 30, 2009 , Monday, March 30, 2009

I AM BACK FROM THE DEAD.
AIM FOR GIRLFRIEND STATUS!















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Seryoso yan. :|