Friday, May 22, 2009 , Friday, May 22, 2009

I turned 18 late October last year. It wasn't anything grand but it was definitely something worth commemorating. I only have one wish then: that this boy I really really like would like me back.
Well, I thought that it would be that night where we're going to confess our undying love for each other but it turned out I just got too drunk and turns out I'm the only one who professed. (EPIC FAIL FOR ONE SIDED LOVE) Then I learned that birthdays, bursting love and alcohol just doesn't mix that well. :|

Few months after, things settled in. ;)

Oh how I wish I could go back to the days and started being a friend than a psycho-stalker kind of girl but then again, maybe it's way better that I met someone else and rekindled old love with an old flame. But three months after that got totally burned out. :)

-- wishful thinking from a girl six months back yo! :)

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BIG DAY tomorrow.
*cross fingers*





Friday, May 15, 2009 , Friday, May 15, 2009


1. I am not dismissed. (In your face! :p)
2. Don't feel sorry for me, because I am not. So I guess, you shouldn't be too. :)
3. Yes, I love him. But it doesn't work that way in this world. It should be: I love him. He loves me too. Period.
4. I am leaving because of a reason I can't disclosed. So please respect that will you?
5. I am not a no brainer. I am not even a black haired bimbo for crying out loud. :|
6. I miss you, can't wait for school.. So let's get it over with :)
7. My "new" school ain't bad at all. So you people badmouthing it, can you please stop? ;) or just turn the volume down.
8. To the people who replied to my previous entry. Thankyouverymuch. I feel loved. I feel happy and not sad at all, because you people are so great to me. So let's keep in touch, okaaaay?
9. I am still and always will be an "iska" and "comscigirl" by heart.
10. NO REGRETS :)



Wednesday, May 13, 2009 , Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Well, the traffic going to my "new" school is murder. I imagine, commuting everyday to and from school would be looongggg. :| On the brighter side, there are days where the traffic is bearable and commuting with a pair of uniform blouse and skirt is not so bad :) + the people are really nice :> ++ my friends are there. *so yes, hello hello :)) if you know who you are(Trop''A esp.)* +++ you know "that thing" already. Still crossing my fingers about the "thing". I will find out tomorrow :)


well, maybe the most part of the mass will find this hilarious :p

My tummy is aching and my diet is on haywire. I must get back to shape and start eating healthy. :| No more fastfood please from here on forward. (Uhh, but maybe a little. I'll eat really healthy for breakfast. I promise!ü)
Woah. Sorry for keeping out of touch. I've been on self rediscovery and it's getting along quite well. Hooray for the new and improved me. :)

I got tired of people stepping on me and thinking they can say anything, and I will be mum about it. Time to step up for myself you see :)

PS. I still miss you, every single thing about you. I won't text you anymore. I'm giving you that "space" you see, is it working? I just hope everything would turn out well. You&me, not now but maybe someday. See you really soon. I love you :-*
Uhh. Yes. I really love you :-* but the feeling is so __________ .
But I love you. K, I'll end this. iloveyoubaby :-*

PPS. It's Karen's 1stday with her new laptop. Yay! :))

PPS. (Haha. Something unrelated to my love&life..)
Hey people, I'm a budding entrepreneur. Hoho. So support the things I sell :p for my dear future. Kidding. I'm just trying to earn some money. Visit this album:
http://chizbred24.multiply.com/photos/album/231
Orders until Monday only :)) PM / text for inquiries. Thankyouverymuch.Ü



Wednesday, May 6, 2009 , Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Another round of word war.
Another round of useless explanations and incomprehensible answers.
Another round of heart ache and heart break.
Another round of useless text messages and mean bickerings.
Another round of wet handkerchiefs and swollen eyes.

I fell asleep again, beside my phone.
Waiting for that text that wouldn't come or
that call that ends it all. :|

Oh sheep. I messed up pretty badly. :(

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Barely alive. I love you friends :-*
A poem? Maybe. Maybe.
Just one more time. Okay? One more freaking time.
Then we call it quits or not :|


Byeeeeee! :]



Monday, May 4, 2009 , Monday, May 04, 2009

I was supposed to write a really long blog entry. Just for the sake of releasing all this pent up emotions. I read from somewhere that holding things inside too much can cause cancer :| But the point is, I can't. I don't know how to write or where to start. I can't phrase what I really feel right now because one minute I'm happy then the next thing I know. I'm all EMO :|

HAHAHA. I can't believe. I typed that. :|
Okay. I do believe I typed that. LABO :3

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Mahal na mahal kita. Pero ang sakit sakit na. :|

Seriously,
I know, I deserve someone better. It isn't the end of the world.
But for three freaking years, no matter how much I hide and deny it. It's you and only you.
That means something right? Anything?

Epic "Seeing each other" once again on Friday. Just the thought of it, makes my knees grow week :|
Ayayay! PAGIBIG ♥

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PS. Ang arte lan eh. :| Hindi ko nga kasi alam ang gagawin ko. Babati ba ako? o dedma? Syet naman. :| Hindi makatulog sa gabi sa kaiisip eh. :|

HAHAHA. :))



, Monday, May 04, 2009

So I was just wondering..

Does..

.true copy of grades
.transcipt
.extracurriculars participated
.seminars/symposium attended
.orgs na sinalihan.
.dame ng UNO
.contacts
.course taken
.school / university / college you graduated at..

important in finding a decent job? :|

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Wow. Life is too surreal. Now that the future is unclear :))
College Babyyyyyyy :| All over again.
Hello First Semester. New school. Same old people.
Different Experience. :|