Monday, March 30, 2009
, Monday, March 30, 2009
I AM BACK FROM THE DEAD.
AIM FOR GIRLFRIEND STATUS!-----Seryoso yan. :|
Sunday, March 29, 2009
, Sunday, March 29, 2009
My heart is breaking.
My head is hurting.
I only want you, only you..
Please come back.
I will be waiting :(
Thursday, March 26, 2009
, Thursday, March 26, 2009
For the better half of my morning. I was crying like there's no tomorrow. Tears won't stop falling and even if I try to reason out, to speak or to talk..No words would come out but only sobs and hiccups. :( I am sad. I am sorry. I am frustrated.
I don't know what else to do.
I am deeply hurting. x_x HUGS ANYONE? :(
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
, Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Masarap magaral! ;) pag pumapasa ka..
*BOW*
Oh please please please. Let me pass this subject and that subject.Two more finals :|PS. I saw my standing already. PASA AKO SA LEC ATA!!! :))Yehey! LAB na lang :]
Monday, March 23, 2009
, Monday, March 23, 2009
I'm hands down happy on how I did on my third exam on a certain subject. :D
I feel confident on my answers. It was bliss.. PURE BLISS :3
But the feeling didn't last long because as soon as I moved on to my next exam..
My mind went completely blank and for thirty minutes or so I stared at my test paper doing random scribbles. I can't remember the freaking crucial formula :|
I thinked really hard but it won't come out :( I studied, SERIOUSLY but then I don't know what happened. :| *crossfingers* Maybe I'm going to be lucky and pass :| On the brighter side of my life. I chatted with my high school classmate. I don't know but when I saw her online.. I have this sudden urge to PM her. So here's the YM convo that made my day tolerable.. --------- You currently appear offline to camille_barbie_klase_noh.
AnneXtiane: yo! i miss you!
camille_barbie_klase_noh: i miss you too chizbread
camille_barbie_klase_noh: nyeh hahaha
camille_barbie_klase_noh: anne, msta? tpos n finals?
AnneXtiane: haha. hindi pa barely alive..
AnneXtiane: what number na gamit mo?
camille_barbie_klase_noh: yun p rin... narereceive ko p rin ang mga corny mong jkes
camille_barbie_klase_noh: hahaha
camille_barbie_klase_noh: iba na ang humor mo ah
AnneXtiane: haha. eh kasi naman you're not replying kaya akala ko.. di mo narrecv..
camille_barbie_klase_noh: hehehe... natatawa nga ako eh... dati senti mga messages mo.. ngaun, parang wowowie lang eh
camille_barbie_klase_noh: hehehe
AnneXtiane: hahaha. because i'm happy na hehehe. all is well. kaya yun..
AnneXtiane: i super duper miss you lang
camille_barbie_klase_noh: awww... miss you too anne... at bkit k nman happy?
AnneXtiane: i guess, things are opening up for me. i know you're happy too. i miss the fun spirited girl i used to hang out with but now, people are just busy with college and all
camille_barbie_klase_noh: true!
camille_barbie_klase_noh: busy busyhan ang lahat
camille_barbie_klase_noh: i miss everything about high school... different pressure but simply memorable
AnneXtiane: true. but anyway, i guess we still enjoy it that way. I have to go, I still have exam tomorrow. It was nice chatting with you even for a short while.
camille_barbie_klase_noh: God bless, anne
camille_barbie_klase_noh: i miss you so much
camille_barbie_klase_noh: cge, magreply ako sau pag may load ako
camille_barbie_klase_noh: hehehe
camille_barbie_klase_noh: TC
AnneXtiane: alright. thanks. mwaaaaahhh! seeyou soon!
I miss high school! :3
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Got to go! I printed my reviewer so I won't have any excuse not to study. :))
Sunday, March 22, 2009
, Sunday, March 22, 2009
Welcome my newest friend. :D I mean phone. :p
Nokia 7210 Supernova!!!
Woo. Bought it with blood and flesh. Err, jokelang! with my own hard earned money naman :D
Naiiyak naman ako sa tuwa. :| Pagbigyan na.
Anyway, I lost some of my contacts. So please please
leave a comment / personal message containing your number..
If..
a.) we're friends and we've texted each other before..
b.) we know each other but never texted. (eto na ang chance na magkateks tayoo..)
c.) you're a SCITECH high school batchmate :D
d.) you're an LB Friiieeend!
e.) you're a CPS pips / orgmate
f.) we're superfriends!
g.) you don't belong to any of the above category. Who cares? PM / Comment your number anyway. :)) para masaya.
OR..
Text me @ 09276029376
(pakilala kayo ha? :D)
Yey. Thankyou! :))
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PS. Pa-autoload kayo sakin. Haha.
Text niyo lang ako. (shameless plugging!)
, Sunday, March 22, 2009
I've been constantly forcing myself to study my ass off way before the day of the exams. I do. BUT..One moment, I'm at the foot of my bed with my readings, handouts and workbooks piled comfortably over me. The next thing I know, I'm snoring to dreamland. :|
It is inevitable. I've been spending more hours sleeping than studying. Then, whenever I wake up at the middle of the night to regain my composure. I will study again and doze off. :(
Oh man. Can't this be any worse? :|
Tomorrow's exam and the day after that are crucial.
The stakes are high..REALLY HIGH :|
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I must get back to my studying. Wish me luck. :)
PS. Thankyou Mister, for staying up late with me even if I always say that I will stay up all night but doze off when the clock strikes half past ten. :)
You never ceased to amazed me with your patience. So thankyouverymuch!
HappyThird! (again) ♥
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
, Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I'm headed to failure. :|Wow. I just typed that.It scares me a lot but I have to face reality.Dundundun. Dundundun. Dundundun.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
, Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I'm sort of feeling weird right now. :| In a room full of people and you only know two persons. Scratch that, one person because the other one is your online friend and you only met her in the flesh today. You wish that somehow you belong, that you can relate and you're not seen as from another planet.. Uhhh, damn. If I only know how to play... I miss my LB & high school friends, I want to see you guys badly and now, things would be better :) and together we can relate to each other. *SIGH*
, Tuesday, March 17, 2009
| |  | | |  | I will marry mark. | | | |   | After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Singapore in our fabulous Mansion. | | | |  | We will have 2 kid(s) together. | | | |   | Our family will zoom around in a orange innova. | | |  | I will spend my days as a doctor, and live happily ever after. | | | |  | | |
It was nice that even on silly little kid games like this. We still end up together. :) In yo face haters :| ---- Th doctor part is quite impossible but hey, no harm in dreaming :p
, Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I just got home after going to my elementary school to video my little sister's ballroom dancing performance. It was a short two minute presentation and seeing her dance in a dress and heeled shoes is nothing but NOSTALGIC :3I used to have dances like that and what kicks my nostalgia even more, it is still the same PE/dance teacher :))Brings back the old elementary days. :POn the other hand, Systemone is up and I'm still contemplating if I would do summer classes or be a bum and be forever delayed on my academic career. :|No doubt on what to choose right? BUT :DAhhhh. Nevermind.
DOWN TO TWO MORE WEEKS :)------ PS. Jayjay! If you are reading this, we're going to be streetkids by summer so text me asap when you're alredy here at the Philippines. :) I MISS YOU! =x
Saturday, March 14, 2009
, Saturday, March 14, 2009
 My right arm is aching like crazy :| I was vaccinated awhile ago, and it hurts.Anyway, My saturday was okay. I bonded with my mom and little sister and it was something I haven't done for quite awhile. I've been ditching them to do some other stuff, but anyhow I'm making up to them step by step. :)I guess, I've come back to the stage where going out with your family does not seem to be a cool thing. I mean, you tend to choose friends over family.. which is a bad thing. Ay, ang gulo ko lang eh. Like my brother, who doesn't want to go out with us because he'd rather play DoTa. (the evils of DoTa! :p kidding!) But then, I realized that I need to really spend time with them more. As in :( I'm growing old and they're growing old. I hate that fact that one day, things would change because I am not yet ready to face that.I'm getting teary eyed again after watching this drama show. :(Bakit ba ang emosyonal ko? :|-------D-Day is just around the corner, and the anxiety is getting to me. :(It is down to two more weeks and I'm getting crazy. I hope I pass my subjects with Uhh, FLYING COLORS :D
Di ba? Di ba? Magaral tayo ng mabuti :DPS. Natuwa ako sa picture namin ni Renee :]Hehehe. :))
Thursday, March 12, 2009
, Thursday, March 12, 2009
THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS THREE FREAKING WEEKS --- Now, can you feel my pain? Because now all those absences and laziness has come to haunt you down and shoot you dead. This is going to be a murderous end of semester and how I wish I could skip all the anticipation and proceed to summer break. Maybe if I become really nice they'll grant me that :> GOODLUCK EVERYONE! :D and for those lucky people whose summer break is already starting :| I HATE YOU! :)) Kidding. Just wait and it will be my turn :> HAVE FUN NOW AND BE MERRY :))
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
, Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I've been travelling to-from school without any particular reason. This week whenever I have long breaks or classes are dismissed early. I contemplate on to do things around campus like study my ass off or go home to our house back here at the city. The latter always wins.
I don't really know why but I always find comfort in our home even if I have to endure a twohour long max commute back to school. :|
Speaking of commute, I need to sleep now. Because I need to go at 5am to be on time on my 7am class. I wish traffic wouldn't be murder.
On a happier and less murderous note, My day was somewhat okay. :) I'm really missing on a lot of things and I'm going through emotional state for a few minutes but then I snapped by reality. THREE FREAKING WEEKS PEOPLE.
Begin the countdown. I can't bear the tension because it's going to be a do or die battle on my academics. I'm ready for it :)
Thankyou to that certain mister who went to visit me today. Even if you are still aching from the pain.. :") Hope you feel better now.
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I dreamed of an old flame last night. What's weird is we are chatting right now thru facebook. (The wonders of facebook!) What's even weirder is we're talking again like the good old times. well, sort of. :D
GOODNIGHT AGAIN XD
Let's dream of old love and flames. :))
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
, Tuesday, March 10, 2009
My class is on 10am this morning yet I am still typing this blog.I can't help it. :| It's an epidemic.I don't want to go back yet because my lola would be left alone. Our maid is AWOL :|
TSK.
Hello classes. Tayo'y magaral ng mabuti at wag sanang tamarin.
THREE FREAKING WEEKS pa :))
Monday, March 9, 2009
, Monday, March 09, 2009
I'm exhausted. :| But my day is awesome, somehow. I visited a certain mister's school. :) It was fun experiencing things they normally do. Even if this certain mister hesitated to eat at a karinderia because of me. Come on, lo and behold I can be a karinderia type of person. Wala naman arte arte dun eh :P Eto talaga.. Seeing old high school classmates and friends are even better. The hug exchange is enough to make me last through the day. :D
Well, ALMOST.
The truth struck me that I have approximately less than three weeks left before the school year ends. I can't even imagine on how the final exams, laboratory exercises, unfinished lectures and projects would fit on the span of THREE FREAKING WEEKS. :|
Remembering also that my academic future is still hazy :( and I don't know what to do. WAAA. Cure my laziness or heal my troubled mind and heart(?).
What a mess.
I must go to sleep now because I still have classes tomorrow. :| and I'm still at home.
I am positive that it is still not too late to turn things around.
*crossfingers*
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Uhhhh. One more thing. I just want to post this.
Just something that made my day. Oh yes, we're friends again.
Better and brighter duo :D
then I remembered that most of my classmates got the chicken pox. :|
Sana di ako mahawa, patay ako pag nangyari nun.
In critical times like this, I can't afford to be sick. :)
GOODNIGHT.
KNOCK OUT NA AKO. :D
Saturday, March 7, 2009
, Saturday, March 07, 2009
We never really hit it off, not until we become classmates during second year high school. I don't really like her that much since she's a part of this small clique that I'm not really fond of. (Oh yes, Typical High School!) No offense. But because of some unexplainable fate, I found myself hanging out with her group of friends. It didn't really end there and we didn't move on to happily ever after best buds. Nonetheless, I MET HER :)Fastforward through third year highschool. We become classmates again. That's when I can say that we hang out often. We tried to keep in touch with our friends during secondyear but things drifted apart. We made our own clique. (e.g. we made new friends..)
We experienced our own ups and down. We discovered things and facts about each other.
She's never the maarte type of person. She's simple and easy to talk to. She likes music a lot and EMO songs are top on her list. We are really different, but BASKETBALL brought us closer together. She plays good basketball. We played a lot. We are even TWO-TIME 2 BALL COMPETITION CHAMPION (Ay, yabang na! HAHA)
We have our own takaw moment. We pig out a lot. ('oo') HELLO ANG BABOY NATIN!
She was there when I went through my happy and tough times. My inuman sessions. Ehem. Ehem :P
She's my ever reliable playmate pagdating sa OL games from O2jam to Freestyle. My YM buddy and a whole lot more..
Now things are different, we are far apart but it doesn't matter. We still keep in touch. We update each other on what is happening on our lives. We made new friends but it will not replace the OLD ONES? Right?
 (Ayy, syempre teary-eyed na ako with all this drama.. Oh well papel!)
Without further ado, I want to greet you a very
HAPPY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY RACHELLE ANNE M. CARASCO!
Legal ka na din! :) Let's celebrate. Two more years and we will be graduating. Though, feeling ko mauuna ka sakin. Salamat sa lahat. Salamat sa pagpapakopya mo sakin and saving me and picking me up from all my kalokohan and sa aking pagiyak.
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED YOU AND I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU! :D
Naks. BONDING NEXT TIME? :)
I MISS YOU!
PS. Ninakaw ko yung picture sa fs mo kasi I can't seem to find a picture na tayong dalawa lang. Kamusta naman yun di ba? :) PICTURE PICTURE NEXT TIME. :D
Mumay♥Anne
(Ang tibo lang eh :p)
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
, Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Awhile ago, I talked with my orgmates of possible jobs I could take when I graduate. (which is quite a looonggg way ahead but nevertheless thinking about it somehow serves as an inspiration that I could move forward my current state..)
The thought of programming after school is :|
Seriously. I can't bear a minute of programming anymore. HAHA.
So we figured out that we'll build our own company one way or another or if things backfired.. I could be an EA (haha!), a clerk or a person who sorts outs paper.
Life is cruel indeed.
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CMSC21 exam tomorrow.
I must study. Hold on. :)
Monday, March 2, 2009
, Monday, March 02, 2009
(via wordboner)
It is hard waiting for that text that you know would arrive sooner or later but the thing is you can't wait.
I WANT IT NOW :))
I love the weekends and I loathe the weekdays.
Back to school again everyone. Can't wait for summer. :|
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, Monday, March 02, 2009
It's a GOOD MORNING because..1. Waking up with 15 unread messages from your phone. Including a good morning message from someone really special is priceless. It makes my heart beat twice as fast withstanding the cold morning with the warm feeling inside :>
2. Recounting yesterday's events and playing things on your mind all over again (: It doesn't matter if you just spend little time but what counts is you're TOGETHER (:
3. Watching BRIDE WARS. Finally. Thinking that he wouldn't like the movie but unexpectedly he will be the one who would shush you when you try talking to him in between the movie. "Saglit lang, tapusin lang natin yung part na 'to. Maganda eh" is priceless. HAHAHA :P
4.Having breakfast with your parents and talking about mundane stuff is something I missed very much whenever I'm at LB. Weekdays should always be like this but then again, I'm two hours away from home :( Hello UPLB, can't you be any farther? :|5. Watching Mr.&Ms. Starsci on Youtube. The beauty and brains pageant of your old high school and realizing how far they've gone. From the shabby grounds to the SM Event Center. Level up talaga! :P I miss high school. I miss this kind of events. Less stress. More fun. :]
GOODMORNING :))
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