I am supposed to be reading a chunk of handouts for a 45 item quiz on Tuesday. I should be reviewing CMSC11 for an exercise on CMSC21 on Wednesday. I should also be studying notes for possible ambush from terror professors. You'll never know. :D Busy busy month for moi, so I need all the time I could get. CrammedMode!!! && Less SocialLife!!!

But here I am, stalling :>

EXTRA: SPACE FILLER! :D

1. Hinahanap-hanap mo ba yung crush mo 'pag wala siya?
-- Ay. Hindi noh. HINDI TALAGA. Ako maghahanap? HINDI nga sabe eh. :>

Whatalie.

2. Naiinis ka ba kung laging may nanggugulo sa'yo?
-- Depende. Pag sumobra ka na. Hindi na tayo bati. :P

3. Sa tingin mo friendship never dies?
-- Yesss. It fades awaaaay. :<

4. Ano mas gusto mo, close kayo ng crush mo o hindi? Bakit?
-- CLOSEnaCLOSE. :> ASA PA EH! para masaya. :>

5. Nakakainis ba yung epal, papansin na mayabang pa?
-- Si anu ba yan? Hahaha. Syempre. :p

6. Kakainis ba ang isang tao na aakbay na 'di mo ka-close?
-- Awkward kaya. Pwede wag na lang.

7. Sino ang pinakaayaw mo sa mundo? Bakit?
-- Ugh. Marami. Haha. I hate too many people.

8. What's the worst thing that happened to you yesterday?
-- No text from *bleep* happens everyday. :<

9. Do you have a best friend?
-- YESSS! :D

10. Inaantok ka na ba?
-- Medyo. It's gloomy day today :<

11. Marami na bang nakakaalam na crush mo ang crush mo? Sinu-sino?
-- hello whole wide world and world wide web. Ehhh. kasi naman, me and my stupid mouth :")

12. Alam ba ng crush mo na crush mo siya? Paano mo nasabi?
-- Ehem. Ehem. Ehem. It shows. :>

13. Bakit mo ba naging crush yung crush mo?
-- Hala. :> MABAIT SIYA. Peroooo. Bastaaaa...

14. Gwapo o maganda ba crush mo?
-- Ako pa tinanung mo eh. YESS! :")

15. Mabait ba crush mo?
-- SuperduperYESS!

16. Ilan na friends mo?
-- Binibilang pa ba yun?

17. Lahat ba sila may communication ka pa rin ba?
-- Fading away. Pero I'm trying to reconnect.

18. Ano wish mo bago mag-end itong school year?
-- Sana lahat ng wishes ko magkatotoo. :>

19. Sa tingin mo, may chance bang ligawan ka ng crush mo? Bakit o bakit wala?
-- Woah! ASA naman. :> Kasi, ganito yun. He doesn't like me. BOOO!

20. 'Pag nanligaw ba yung crush mo may chance na maging kayo?
-- :> :> :> Wala kasing "US" factor eh.

21. Friends ba kayo ng crush mo?
-- YESS we are. :>

22. Napagtitiisan mo ba na magkaaway kayo ng isa mong friend?
-- Nagguilty ako.

23. Mapagkakatiwalaan ka ba?
-- I hope so. I am. :>

24. Mainitin ba ulo mo?
-- Paminsan. :)

25. Sino mas madalas mong kasama sa mga kaklase mo? Boys or girls?
-- Pareho lang. :D

26. May inspiration ka ba ngayon sa studies?
-- YESS :> :> :>

27. Ano ba gusto mo kunin sa college?
-- Kolehiyo na ako. :> Dati HRM at TOURISM! Perooo, ComputerScience is the course to be. :>

28. Bakit iyon gusto mo?
-- Masaya siya. :D

29. Dorm, apartment or condo?
-- Apartment! :)

30. May sarili ba kayong bahay sa Pilipinas?
-- YESS.

31. Taga-saan ba crush mo?
-- Somewhere out there. :> * * * * * * * * :>

32. Magka-year ba kayo? Classmates?
-- NOOO. :<

33. Alam ba ng parents mo na may crush, bf/gf o asawa ka?
-- Hahaha. OO. Crushcrush. :>

34. Sa tingin mo ba first love never dies?
-- Ugh. It dies, a painful death. :>

Puro kaartehan na lang. Hahaha. :)))

It's been four months and three days to date. I never imagined that I would be part of something big like this. -- Joining an organization.
My first semester was my darkest days, I really felt that I can't go on no more and deep inside my mind were clouded with shifting thoughts. :| Though my heart was telling me that ComputerScience is the course to be, my mind speaks otherwise.

Eventually, fate changed its course.

Today, I realized that first semester was more than just another semester that passed by my college life. It is where, epic moments of my life happened and sudden realizations come alive. I might not have come a long way through but I feel that some things fall into places. My heart is overwhelmed. :D

Failures, heartaches, madly inlove, crushes, friends, housemates and so much more EPIC EVENTS. The whole package wrapped in one semester. :)

It was a hell of a bumpy ride, ups & downs, cries but there are also laughter, joy and sweet nothings. :D

Because at the end of the day, when you're away from home. You need a family. A support system to help you cope. Maybe just maybe for now, others can't understand what I am feeling at the moment but eventually you will. You'll learn to understand.

Before I end this, Major plugging:

Just approach any member at our beloved tambayan
3rd floor Physci Bldg.
Or simply text Ate Sarah Mae Empeño
at 09276744997

To my beloved brods and sisses, Thank you :) For being a part and letting me be a part
of all this. Happy 20years and let's show them what we are really made of. :D I hope to know you more and vice-versa. :)

It all makes sense to me now,
I am home.




P.S. I copied the plugging part from The CPS Triangle's website.ü
http://cps-triangle.org

I say second semester is coming alive. This my inevitable do-or-die semester. My great comeback after all those history of failing and repeating. The events are lined up, waiting to happen. Partly, I AM HAPPY :) while the other half is scared-giddy-nervous-downright sad.
I just don't want to mess things up again. I want to make this right and worth it. :)
Because, maybe just maybe this will be my last chance to do things that I wish to do before that thing comes to an end. :|

For second semester is the epitome, this is where hopefully that thing/s will unravel and tell the whole story or maybe not. Let's just see how this/that thing/s go. :)

Okay, Basta. Malabo lang talaga ako ngayon. :| Hahaha. Pasensya na. :)

Una:
Hindi ibig sabihin na bumagsak ka ay hindi ka na makakahabol sa mga subjects mo. Dahil nothing is impossible, pagdating sa academics. :) Hindi ko lang lubusan na maintindihan kung bakit ang ibang tao ay gulat na gulat kapag naabutan ko/na namin sila sa mga subject nila. :( Ewan ko ba. Galengan na lang natin. :p Magaral tayo ng mabuti! :)

Pangalawa:
Mahirap palang magprerog, kahit hindi ako yung nagpprerog. Mahirap magpabalik balik at hagilapin ang guro na kailangan mo. :s Masakit sa paa, masakit sa puso.. Lalo na kung kailangan mo talaga ng slot at sasabihin na puno na.

Pangatlo:
Happy 20th Anniversary sa The CPS Triangle. :)
yehey! :) galeng galeng. galengan natin ah.

I've been a total wreck. 5pm call time for finalization of PS forms and I'm halfway through my units. What sucks is that I'm already #1 in the waitlist but NO! :(( you are this close yet you are so far. Cliche much. Time is running out. :|
I even mixed logging in from my multiply account to my systemone account. I'm typing my student # in the space for my multiply account and vice versa. :|

I'm hungry. :s but I will stay perched infront of the laptop until 5pm. *cross fingers*

Mom cooked lucban longganissa for dinner:

Anne: Bakit naman ang dami mong linutong longganisa?
Mom: Ayos lang yan, last na kasi yan.. ubos na..
Anne: Ah okay.
Mom: Pero bukas, meron pa ulit. Pagdating ng tatay mo.
Anne: :|

I know, I should be thankful because I have food served at our table every night. But when you're eating longanissa for some time now and now, dad brought home another bunch. :))
LONGANISSA QUEEN! :D

I just hope my dad will bring home food later for now, I'm going to eat longanissa and atsara. Yehey! Hindi din pala nakakasawa. :))

sa JOLLIBEE. :D

Okay. I just want to share and yeah, shameless plugging ahead. :)

Little sister reading the card. that the Jollibee staff gave her
for donating her old toys and books. :))

It comes with a pin. :) COOL!

Kaya dalhin na ang lumang laruan at libro sa pinakamalapit na
Jollibee Branch. :))

Since, I am pretty much missing in action. This is what I've been doing. :)) So here you go, postiiingggg! :))

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't tell us who it is)

1. Don't you ever think that I am not good enough? because I am. I really am.

2. I am good to you. Don't abuse me or I will kick you butt.

3. I am a changed girl. Don't misjudge me, but what the hell it is you right. Just try to know me more. Just try.

4. I can learn serious academics. I failed a lot, YES. but that doesn't mean I am a no brainer because I am smarter than you think.

5. Hey. I liked you, I liked you a lot then I un-liked you. I'm happy that we sort of settled things. But now, I think I like you, Again.

6. I sort of missed everything that happened between us. Damn you.

7. Seeing you again, doesn't make me feel butterflies in my stomach. But I still remember our good times, I just wish that it didn't end this way. So sad.

8. I'm kind of hoping you see me as more than a friend.

9. You have a boyfriend now, but you shouldn't forget about us? I thought we are friends forever!

10. Feelingero ka. Enough said.

Nine things about yourself:

1. I am a natural curly haired girl.

2. I can't pronounce the letter "S" straight.

3. I am self-conscious.

4. I sucked at Mathematics. Believe me! I guess when God showered mathematical skills, I am probably not the first in line. Maybe, I'm at the end of the line.

5. Sometimes, I play dumb so that they will stop bothering me.

6. I'm this overly bubbly and friendly girl.

7. I hate #6, I secretly wished to be MATARAY!

8. Hopeless romantic at heart.

9. Self proclaimed bookworm.

Eight ways to win your heart:

1. Talk to me often. Just talk to me, it doesn't matter if it is about mundane stuff. Just talk.

2. Be my friend, don't go all awkward with me.

3. Show that you care, really care.

4. Tell me funny-corny jokes. My weakness.

5. Let's eat together, nothing beats good food.

6. Share something about yourself, I would love to know you more.

7. Be goody, funny and just be like.. (okay, nevermind!)

8. Just be yourself we'll see.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. Dumdumdumdum. You know who.

2. Computer Science?

3. Academics? are you asking me about my academics? get a life.

4. When would the thing happen? I can't wait.

5. Second semester. My sweet sweet revenge.

6. 18. 18. 18. I am feaking18yearsold. I am old.

7. The future.

Six little stupid things you want to happen to you before you die:

1. Find my one true love.

2. See a falling star and make a wish.

3. Turn me into a fairy. A real one.

4. Do a makeover! From head to toe.

5. Walk in the rain. So EMO.

6. Run like the wind.

Five turn offs:

1. isang tanong, isang sagot sort of people.

2. Conyo-pacool kids.

3. Feelingero at Feelingera.

4. People who take you for granted.

5. Dense people. Manhid to the core.

Four turn ons:

1. Plays good basketball.

2. Brains. Smarty pants.

3. A good conversationalist.

4. Funny & kwela.

Three smilies that describe your life:

1. =))

2. :s

3. XD

2 things you wish you never did:

1. Ending things that way.

2. Saying words I never meant.

One confession:

1. You just make things a little bit happier. Maybe still tomorrow, the day after that and the day after that day. You get the point? :))

I'm still wishing for a longer sembreak but then again, I also want second semester to start. I have a good feeling about this semester so let's make it right. :) *cross fingers*
My academic life is again on a rollercoaster ride. But here I am still, trying and trying. Maybe this time things would work out on my behalf.

I want to blog more but since my ever beloved computer died on me, and I can't seem to connect the laptop to the internet. SIGHS. For now, Internet shops would be my bestfriends again. :D

Seeyou all on Wednesday. 5 DAAAYYYYYYSSS na lang and the epic battle of our second semester will start :)


P.S. I guess we're back to square one, make it a good semester. Scratch that, let's make it an AWESOME SEMESTER. :D

So I'm currently refreshing, logging in and logging out of systemone. In hopes that my next log-in, the section I want to get in too would not be dissolved or rather more people would reserve in that section. Ugh. *cross fingers*
Because of my epic failure this semester, I have to manuever my way out of the tight schedule systemone has given me. Canceling subjects for that matter, transferring to sections and enduring 7am morning class. :(
Trading two subjects for one, what a sweet deal. If worse comes to worst, I might get only 15units and I might not even get my desired subject. I really need those units. I really need to catch up. :(

MAKE MY DAY :) RESERVE SLOTS @ CMSC 21 U-2L

Mall sales are my wallet's biggest enemy right now. Five shirts in one week. I am no superstar who has to change clothes every hour or so. But hey, we don't have any uniforms anyway, so is my endless splurging justifiable? and school is about a week away, allowance come to me. I need you badly. For now, I am a pauper. :) New clothes, less money. I feel guilty. :| I promise to save up :) Now, steer me away from malls and sales. :D

So I can't wait to see you. :)

So I finally got my yearbook today! :) Well, I kept on delaying going back to my beloved Alma Mater because of those dreaded memories or is it just Nostalgia I'm fighting back? But this is the day, I finally came back to high school. Thankyou Nix for coming with me :)

it was worth the time.

So i fetched Nix at her school because she enrolled, and I was late for about an hour? Turtle, turtle Anne. :) It was lunch time, so we headed to SM for lunch and again, strolled around the mall. Then off we went to school, pretty much nothing has changed. I was not really accustomed on how the school looks like. then we went to see the guidance counselor to get our yearbooks. Chikas to the teachers. Hehe. We stopped by Jollibee to reminisce or so I thought that was it.

Wow. :) and sembreak whizzed past by me. In a week or so, I'll be going back to school.
Yay Second Semester here I come. :) (do I sound excited much? forgive me, okay. I guess I'm just happy! :D) but then again, my sembreak spelled UNPRODUCTIVITY pretty much the whole time. :s

What I did during my sembreak (still doing or otherwise done):

i. entertained endless thoughts of you know who! :) (i can't help it, kick me would you?)
ii. i actually jogged with my mom, well it was sort of brisk walking while I tailed behind. I was admiring the sky and yes, thinking of things. (the future. the present. stuff. him. her. you and I.) Sometimes I overthink, (is there such a word as overthink? hehe!)

iii. subscribed to unlimited texting. :p
iv. met up with old high school friends. yeay! trop'a :) high school never ends. Lalalala...


v. got my yearbook at last. (details later!)