Thursday, August 28, 2008 , Thursday, August 28, 2008


1. SEMBREAK.
2. SEMBREAK.
3. SEMBREAK.
4. BIRTHDAY PARTY!
5. MORE MOMENTS. :)

segway picture lang. :)

At kung pwede lang naman, gusto ko ng pahinga. :)
gusto kitang makausap, napapawi ang lungkot at tuloy tuloy ang
ngiti ko. :D hello. cheesiness. :)))

mushy. mushy. ♥

PROMISE ko. Magaaral na ako ng mabuti. :)
Isang mabuti na bata na ako from now on. :)
Hindi na ako tatamadin pumasok.
Uuwi na ako ng maaga.

INSPIRED♥

Osiya, wala lang. gusto ko lang magblog ng nonsense. :)
ANG LAMIG! :D

Tagalog post pa talaga ako eh. :p




Wednesday, August 27, 2008 , Wednesday, August 27, 2008

KILIG! :D

I wish I could say more but then again,
this is better left unsaid.

One last thing:
I hope this goes on && on.
*SIGHS*


GOODNIGHT! DREAM SWEET EVERYONE! :)







Monday, August 25, 2008 , Monday, August 25, 2008

I need to..

x FOCUS on ACADS or else, I'm dead. seryoso. :|
x Clean up. I'm sorry housemates, my stuff & junk are everywhere. I promise to clean. clean. clean. >_>
x Moderate my eating habits. Lumolobo na naman ako. That is bad. :(
x Save Money. :D Money. Money. Money.
x PRIORITIZE. who and which comes first? is it you? or you? or that? or this?
x BE POSITIVE. Always & forever. (:
x SAY THE RIGHT THINGS at the right place and at the right time. { this is for my own good.ü }
x ATTEND MY PE2 Class. Slacking off, won't get me anywhere. Pero ang boring talaga. :|

Lastly..
x PRAY MORE. (:

..and pretty much do all my duties and obligations.
I need a break.

O, sembreak. Asan ka na? :(
Namimiss na kita.

LOVE ME.
TALK TO ME.
EMBRACE ME.

and I would be better..
I promise. ♥





Sunday, August 24, 2008 , Sunday, August 24, 2008

My mom's in another country, I don't really know where. My dad just left, going to be away for awhile for his work. The only time, I am here and my parents are not even here. I'm not mad or anything, I just miss them. I miss talking to them and laughing. :( We don't get to do that too often, since either I'm busy or they are. Drama much? I know. Ü Hahaha.

I felt time is slowly slipping away and I can't do anything about it.
I'm taking things for granted. again. and I hate the feeling.
Wake up call, anyone?ü

Anyway. Enough of the drama. (:

i. Quizzing Contest

We joined the Delta Lambda Sigma's Trivial Pursuit: A general information quiz contest. It was fun really. We didn't win though. Sayang. (: But we had so much fun. Other CPS brods & sisses joined too. Cool. Ayun. (: Random photos lang:

The team name is humiliating. :|
Teammates: Yves && Dert. (:

ii. Magic Card Fever && Arcade Games
The revival of Magic cards among the brods. Haha. (: Syempre, hindi ko maintindihan yung laro. Mahirap magisip! Hahaha. Pero ayun, favorite na ng brods yan. Kaya naman kameng mga sisses. Naglaro na lang ng Marvel vs. Capcom sa PC. (: Change the loser pa. hahaha. Fun times. (:

The brods. Looking serious. Playing
Magic Cards. (:

Magic Cards. Haha. (:

Ate Sarah && Ate Diane.
Face Off. (:
iii. Street Painting
Street Painting sa humanities. Cool naman. Syempre, kahit nagpayong lang ako. Masaya pa din. Ang cool nung design. Again. Nice one CPS! Galeng ng ProjCom. Ü

Ayos di ba? (;

iv. The feeling is stronger
OMG! (: I hope everything would work out. Let me be, let me be the one. (:
Lalalala. Missing someone badly. :|

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

That's just how my week went by. Exam results are out. Sadly, I didn't pass. Will study harder. I promise! { this lines sounds too familiar. hehe. }
...will update more soon.
I miss to blog. (:


P.S.
Namimiss ko na SiYA. sobra. :(

HUGS ANYONE?
It will make you feel better.
(:






Saturday, August 23, 2008 , Saturday, August 23, 2008

The heat is on. Literally speaking.
Under the scorching heat of the 2pm sun. :|
SMM vs. CPS
Boy, that was one of the games I would love to watch again && again.
No, not because we didn't win. { We were down by around 4++ points (brods) and almost 13++ (sisses) } but the way everyone played, cheered and watched was awesome.

Emotional :|
Yes. Heartfelt. Another Yes.

CPS PUSO. CPS PAMILYA.
Very much appreciated all the efforts. :)

Life is a game.
We either win or lose.
We win. Let's do better.
We lose. We gain experience.
There's always something there, don't give up.
We'll have our time to shine. :D
Lalalalala..

We still love you brods. :)
Nice game, sisses. :)

Now, let me share you our group picture. :D
Hehe. Gumaganun. Allstar eh. :P

From L-R: Kuya Marcel, Kuya Pau, Kuya Jayvee, Ate Drea,
Kuya Debid, ME, Ate Renee, Kuya Julius, Casey, Ate Kring,
Ate Al-x, Ate Emcy, Ninang Reye, Ate Vida, Kuya Gems,
Kuya Emman.
Photo Courtesy of Ate Jie

Ayun lang.Ü
Gusto ko lang ishare ang saya. :)
Sa hirap at ginhawa tayooooo...
Gumaganun talaga. :P





, Saturday, August 23, 2008

"It's hard to cross the line between love and friendship. Ika nga ni Bayani Fernando, walang tawiran - Nakamamatay"
-- someone's status message. :)

&& then again. I hit rock bottom. :|
I don't want to let go but then, you said it all too clearly.
indirectly yes, but it all points to me...every piece of your answer pierces through me.
I thought, you don't know but maybe you know too much.

So I'm going to take it slow. :)




Monday, August 18, 2008 , Monday, August 18, 2008

isn't it?ü
I keep on trying to post a new blog entry but nothing good comes to mind.
Blame it on my lack of creativity or I'm just not inspired. HAHA. { note: sarcastic }
This would have been a looong weekend but I can't quite feel the break. I haven't studied or done anything productive. Thankyou Lord, I don't have any exams this week. I know I don't have one, unless I forgot about it. Tss. Hopefully not. :p

Just let me survive and by mere miracle I will pass the exams that I've taken last week. which I can't even remember. :( I know, I know.. I should be studying my ass off or I'll be dead before the semester ends. But I'm really not in the mood or it is the lack of motivation? Boo. Excuses. :P

My brain cells are dying and all I think about is useless crap. :[

Randomness is overtaking me piece by piece.

Did I change? or transform to something that is hard to go back?
I hope not. :|

You know what's weird?
I AM HAPPY.
SERIOUSLY HAPPY. :)


but then, I think this is only temporary.
but atleast, I'm happy.Ü

Hey, I've got something to tell you. :)))
I've found a new home on the world wide web.
Just sharing. :D

So visit me there, okaaaay?
Just a place less public.
&& childish dreams. :D

Here you go: HTTP://CHIZBRED.TUMBLR.COM

Okay. What else?
*thinks*

Have you felt you want to help someone out but then you can't do anything?
I'm feeling that occasionally that I don't know how to react. :s
I'm a loser. Please. Help me. Help them. Ü
SEGWAY LANG.Ü

Maybe this will be the end of my online ramblings.
My sarcastic thoughts && emotions.
I just want to feel more secluded and not an open book, everyone can read.
FLIPSIDE. Ü CHANGE OF BELIEFS. Ü
Be my friend, visit me @ tumblr.
http://chizbred.tumblr.com
Haha. :P

"Sana magustuhan niya ako.ü"





Sunday, August 17, 2008 , Sunday, August 17, 2008

Make all my wishes come true. :D
Make all my childish dreams && teenybopper fantasies come to life.
SIGHS.

I never thought that it will flip to the other side.
Yet I am surprisingly happy.
Lalalala. If you can only read what's on my mind right now.

"He makes my day.
He makes me smile.
He makes me laugh really hard.ü"

and that's enough for now.
Please. don't spoil the moment. :)

How I wish that I'm on a better set-up but hey, this thing we got. It works. It makes me happy && giddy all the same. That's all I need for now, the friendship.Ü

Now, I don't want my blogging to be the knife that will cut this moment.
AGAIN. >_<
So I'll stop now. :)

Will tell more soon && hopefully everything would get better.Ü

GOODMORNING SUNSHINE! :D

So maybe in the end, He'll fall madly inlove with me and will end up together.
Will never get tired of being with each other. I'll tell corny jokes and he will tease me to death.
I'm going to beat him at basketball and call him a loser just for fun.
We'll defy the huge age gap but then again. It doesn't even matter at the first place.
I'll learn to understand him and he'll do the same for me.
Will be all mushy && sweet. The usual romantic stuff.

In the end, will love each other. :)
That's the main point. :)

STOP.
This is just an exaggeration.
Not even close.

Hahahaha. :D

I'm just happy. :))




Sunday, August 10, 2008 , Sunday, August 10, 2008

It's been a long night. err. day, actually :)
For the first time, I didn't go home for the weekends. :)
will study again for Stat1 later. :D

Here we go again. :)
Blog. Blog. Blog. :)

Mga kwentong sari't sari.ü
We had an impromptu get together last Saturday after the game due to Kuya Jv's cramps. :)
[ Haha. next time ulet,ü ] We ate dinner at the oval, talked, played and just hang out. :)

I love the way that when I hang out with this people, even we are different we get to talk about anything under the sun. :)

CPS=FAMILY♥
I promise.ü

Movie marathon & monoply after.
The life. :D
haha. kahit tinulugan ko lang yung movie at gumigising pag tapos na. Hehe.

The catch.ü
Haha. I'm still in yesterday's clothes because I forgot my keys and my housemates are still asleep. So kill time muna. :D
Kaya eto, internet. :))

I'll tell you how I feel.ü
I don't know. I just felt so happy due to reasons I can't say for now.
Now, have you experienced being so sure of it at the moment but when one thing comes along.. All those assurance evaporates into thin air. Ü

I do yet..

I am happy. very very happy. :))
Thankyou. Thankyou for making my day.
For being a good listener and talking to me even about the most mundane stuff.
I appreciate all of it. Really.
Ngiting ngiti. Ü

Ayan na muna. :))

P.S. I love you brods&sisses.
Thanks for making me a part of your family.
Accck, Madrama na ba? :))

"I will not keep quiet for I have found a reason not to. :))
Thankyouverymuch.Ü
-- tahimik days are over. I hope.ü"




Monday, August 4, 2008 , Monday, August 04, 2008

I can feel the pressure.
But then again, maybe just maybe I'm going to pass.
*crosses fingers*

Haven't studied decently.
Doom awaits me. :|

I miss shooting hoops.
Those are the days. Basketball is
We lost but hey, there's still more games.
I know we can do it. :)

CMSC57 exam in a couple of hours.
I'm NERVOUS! =)))
Let me pass. Let me answer.
Let me be. :)

Let me sing :))
I'm happy. :p

"School school go away,
come again another day.
Little children want to play.
School school go away..ü"

NERD MODE. :]

Extreme happiness is just a smile & a handshake away. :)




Sunday, August 3, 2008 , Sunday, August 03, 2008

I've reviewed a little bit.
Hooray for me. :)
I can't quite concentrate on combinatorics
when my eyes our glued on the tv: watching CSI. :D
I haven't watched cable tv for the longest time and I survived just by
watching reruns.
SIGH.

Sana may telebisyon kami sa apartment. :(

On the other hand.
I'M FEELING STUPID TODAY.
{ what's new? }
define. :) I keep on blogging out how I feel. :|
can't I just contain it to myself?
i'm headed for trouble, I know it by the minute I blurt out that
I like him.

Can I take it back?
Or is it too late?

-----

CRUSH.

You need this somehow. Don't deny. I know, I love the giddy feeling.
The feeling when you walk to your class and you look to the left and then to the right,
you crane your neck and hoping you'll get a glimpse of him.

Or maybe this is stalking? WHATEVER MAN!

Or when you smile, a big goofy smile when he talks. No, he doesn't talk to you, he talks to the people around you. But still smile that wide grin of yours. *big grins*

Or just when you're sitting acting as if you're doing nothing but your ulterior motive is waiting for him to pass by. I can see right through you, you know.

The best part, when he replies to your text messages specifically structured to look like a group message but you only send it to him. HAHAHA. *EVIL LAUGH*
No matter how short and straight to the point his reply is, you still can't stop rereading it because it simply makes you smile.

No, I'm not inlove♥

I'm just happy & giddy. I guess. :)

No, don't take me too seriously. If you know me, I change my mind a lot.
Don't get me wrong. :) I'm babbling stuff again.

Let's keep this a secret. :D

Umuulan na naman.
Will go back @ elbi tomorrow morning. :)
Sana magising ako ng maaga.


P.S. GOODLUCK CPS SA GAME BUKAS!
Woo. CHEER KO KAYO!




Saturday, August 2, 2008 , Saturday, August 02, 2008

Just got home. :D

Still not reviewing for my CMSC57 exam.
Impending failure awaits me. :|

{ Okay. Taglish na naman. :P }

Nanood kami ng A VERY SPECIAL LOVE ni inay kanina. Ohaaa. :)
SUPPORT FILIPINO MOVIE! :D

Well, well.

Thankyouverymuch sa cheesiness at kadramahan.
I've had enough kilig to last me for two more days or so, while the drama.
I could live without that. HAHA!

Pero ayos. ayos yung movie.
Syempre. :D
Happily ever after ang ending. ASA PA NA HINDI. :P

Bottom Line:

Then it makes me wonder, will he ever like me too? :))))


ay. SEGWAY lang. :P

Met up with High School Friends.
So much to talk about,
so little time.

SIGHS.Ü

I MISS YOU GUYS!♥

And I leave you now with pictures:

Nagsasalita pa ako. :| Haha.



Dressing room vanity. :]



This is the effect of flash & dim lighting
from the dressing room. Coolness. Hahaha.


Pervert. :P

Pinicturan nila ako, habang nagffit ako.
Tss. Hahaha.

More pictures here:http://chizbred24.multiply.com/photos/album/140/then_we_all_went_goofy._D

RANDOM. RANDOMAN.

-- Would he ever look at my way? :)
Magmaganda ka ANNE, baka mapansin ka niya. Hahaha.

Just a thought.

Bakit ba kasi siya naiisip ko?
ang epal na naman tuloy ng blog post ko. :|


GOODNIGHT PIPOL.
I PROMISE TO STUDY FOR CMSC57 TOMORROW! :D




, Saturday, August 02, 2008

Why do some people are afraid to take risks? Sooner or later, you'll have to take a risk one after another, no matter how hard and painful it seems. For, in some point of our life all those safe spots would be gone and will be left with all those risky, it's now or never moments. Right?

I still feel that there's something missing inside of me. No, I still have my heart intact and it's still pumping blood for I don't know how many quarts a day. I still have two kidneys and still working despite all of my toxic food intake. Thankyouverymuch. All in all, My organs are alive and well. But then, there's this feeling of emptiness and longing. For there is really something missing in my life right now. I can't quite pinpoint what it is: It could be my non-existent love life as of the moment [ read: sarcastic much ], my thirst in leaving a legacy or maybe I'm just thinking that I'm getting older by the minute and i haven't done something that would be as big as ending world hunger. Ü

Enough of the drama. :)
Now let me tell you about my week. As usual. I didn't get to the point of being productive. I'm on the verge of crying because I can't make a simple program. :( and loads of exams awaits me next week.
MAGARAL NG MABUTI ANNE, PLEASE LANG. :D


Sa kabilang dako naman,

{ Ang taglish ko talaga magBLOG :D }


We received our first official electric bill. Haha. :) We love documenting stuff. :)

Here is R-yan :)
with our first official electic bill.Ü

Tumatagingting na 863.00 pesos. :)) complete with all the added tax and additional fees. Haay. Kuryente. ang mahal mo. :p Housemates. :) Tipid tipid tayo! :D House rules. :))


Grabe. Ang dami kong exams next week.
Ang gulo ng gamit ko. ----------------------->
di ba? haaay.
:)
Mag-aral. Mag-aral. Mag-aral ka ANNE. :D
GOODLUCK NAMAN DI BA? :)


Buhay pa kayo ako hanggang thursday?
woo. ang daming threats. :)
give
me opportunities to kill. :)
Ang hirap pala
na maparanoid.
Tingin ka ng tingin sa likod mo.
Nagugulat sa mga taong biglang tumatakbo.
Ganun pala ang feeling.
Nakakakaba.
Tensyonado.
INCOGNITO

Teka nga, masyado ng mahaba ang blog ko. :)

Napapasarap ang pagkkwento. OH WELL PAPEL!

Ang mensahe ko para SA'YO:

Pagkakataon lang naman
ang
kelangan ko, para mas
makilala ko pa ikaw.

Mukha kang mabaet.

Mukha kang seryoso.
Hindi ko alam kung anu ba talaga.
halata ba talaga?


Hanggang tingin na lang
muna. :))

Saka na.ü


Ay ewan. Gumaganito pa talaga ako.

Ang epal ko. :| Haha.

Ang emosyon ay umiiral.
Tahimik lang kayo ah.