Friday, October 31, 2008 , Friday, October 31, 2008

ITTEKS KO BA O HINDI? :)

x x x






Monday, October 27, 2008 , Monday, October 27, 2008

I'm on a blogging hibernation.

I have a lot of things to say and stories to tell but I don't have enough energy and enthusiasm (or I have a lot of this but I don't want to share. hehe.) to write about it.
I am selfish and I want to keep it all for myself. FOR NOW. :)

Giddy feeling starts to warm me all over me again. :D
..and how I wish this feeling would last until the very end.
If you know what I mean beacuse I am talking gibberish again.

But then again, my state of being could somehow be summed up by this song. (or maybe not.) :) I've been playing this for a dozen times now. It is on repeat, that means something.

Here you go:


You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

Woah. I'm going to sleep this off now. :)

P.S.
Mumay, I'll upload photos tomorrow. Okay? :)
Goodnight & Dream Sweet! :D




Friday, October 24, 2008 , Friday, October 24, 2008









I PASSED CMSC11 :)

Yehey. A breather.
I wouldn't say CMSC21 & 22, Here I come. Because it turn out bad the last time I said a thing like that.

Happy 18th to me. :) Major blog posting later.
Since, I haven't had any decent sleep yet :(




Wednesday, October 22, 2008 , Wednesday, October 22, 2008

In two days. I'm going to be EIGHTEEN. :) Wow, I've been living on top of the world for almost 18years. 18years of ups, downs, twists and turns but I'm still here. :) My birthday reminding me that I should start growing up or else. (but I want to be a kid forever! well sometimes, I really do!) So you people out there, stop treating me as a kid because in two days I'll be legal-slash-18. Haha. (So yeah, yeah.. I'll stop acting like one even if it is so so fun :] )

MY BEST 18 PARTS/EVENTS/EXPERIENCE/PEOPLE
(OR WHATEVER THAT COMES TO MY MIND)
... IN MY LIFE :]
*in no particular order. :)

HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION


UPLB/UPCAT/COLLEGE

DORMMATES & BLOCMATES
BULILIT DAYS
MY MOTHER
MY FATHER
MY SUPERDUPERKULIT BABY SISTER
& HER OBNOXIOUS TEDDY BEAR: PATSY & TEDDY




MY CPS FAMILY: BRODS & SISSES
MY CRAPMATES/HOUSEMATES

(Steffi is not in the picture :|)

ENCHANTED KINGDOM

ROSE ANNE. :)

EVER FREE HUGS
STARS ARE LOVE
COMSCI GIRL @ HEART :)

MY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAYS


MY OLD SELF
THE SLIGHTLY CHANGED ME :)


Okay. So I'm feeling a bit sleepy and I have to go back to elbi tomorrow. Err, Today na pala. So I'll continue this next time. :)

Goodnight Sleepyhead! :)




Friday, October 17, 2008 , Friday, October 17, 2008

"We've known each other for quite some time now. You make me laugh so hard and yet you make me cry twice as hard. I know it's not your fault, you don't even know why I tear up. It's just my damn emotional self kicking in. I haven't seen you for quite awhile. I guess we're both busy and a lot of things are preoccupying us. We aren't exactly in the same parallel universe you see. But yet, when I saw you their standing. I can't help but stare and breathe with content.
I know turning WE to US is a long shot but, WE is enough for now. :)

I miss you a lot actually.

-- your supposed to be damsel in distress"




, Friday, October 17, 2008

A horrendous semester for me but that doesn't mean it is the end of the world. I still tear up when my academic performance is in question. I really do regret but enough of that. :) I still have an exam on monday, ü

"Ipakita mo lang na deserving ka para ipasa ka namin" is what my lecturer said.
So I guess, Anne would be a hermit for the rest of the weekend. :|

As for now, Let me have a little bit of fun to kickstart my weekend.

WE SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM. :D
& a little photography session people,ü
FEATURING
my CPS BRODS & SISSES. :)
Sneak peak:

ice cream for everyone. :)

paper, project, exam, and lots more.
you are not alone.

7 heads are better than one. :P

pa-MACHOhan ba eto? :p

MORE PHOTOS HERE: CLICKCLICKCLICK!

X X X

What a way to cap off my friday night blues. :)
Thank you guys! :) I feel a little bit better.

X X X


"So i guess, we are okay. You still make me laugh so hard.
and I still can't get the hang on how to act when you are
around. :|
I guess I feel a lot better when you're there."
-- your supposed to be damsel in distress.




Thursday, October 16, 2008 , Thursday, October 16, 2008

For the nth time of my alpha-academic life, I went to class unprepared. A ballpen and eyes swollen from tears is all I've got. That's what you get bawling your eyes out for the most part of the night. Recounting all your mistakes, and unleashing regret thats been hidden from the past semesters.

I want to thank my roommate ARIANNE. :) for painstakingly listening to me when all I've been doing is saying things over and over again. Sirang plaka ika nga. Super thank you. In the meantime, the future of my academic life depends on the result of my FINAL EXAMS. :(
Oh please. please. please. Sana magkahimala. That I got all the correct answers. That I will pass.
*cross fingers*

At kung walang himala. May removals pa. Syet. Ang hirap umasa! :s
At kung wala talaga. Haay. HELLO TAKE 2 (ikaw na naman).

Masyadong masakit sa heart. :(

X X X

Pero alam mo yun, natatanggap ko na. Sabi nga ng roommate ko kung ang pagbagsak at pagulit ay paraan para matutunan ko talaga at maintindihan ang itinuturo. Sige lang. Gusto ko ang Comsci, kahit parang hindi pa niya narrealize na gusto din niya ako. Ayokong bumitiw. Ayokong sumuko. Ayokong iwasan at takbuhan na lang ito. Pero minsan, sobrang nasasaktan ka na at nahihirapan. Nakakasawa na, na paulit ulit lang ang nangyayare. Lageng sa huli na lang ang pagsisisi.

Hindi ko na kaya pero sige, one more time pa. :)

Goodluck at Godbless :)




Tuesday, October 14, 2008 , Tuesday, October 14, 2008


so i haven't seen you for quite awhile now.

just wondering. :) how you are doing.


Anyway---
I have three exams to study and a take home exam to finish.

I guess sembreak its still out of the question.
RAR! ayun lang. :p

Note to self: Study later. or else..
I'm going to study later. I swear! :)




, Tuesday, October 14, 2008

THREE EXAMS DOWN!

ISTORYA 101:

May isang bata na may dalawang exam na magkasabay ng 7-9am. Nakalimutan niya magpaalam sa prof niya na may conflict sa sched niya. Kaya naman, tinake na lang niya yung exams niya sa kanyang major at pagkatapos pumunta dun sa isa pang exam. Mga 9:30 na yun. Umuulan pa. Sumilip siya sa exam room pero madilim na. Wala ng tao. Hinanap niya yung prof niya at nakita niya sa may library...

Bata: Sir, pwede pa po ba ako magexam?
Prof: Bakit ngayon lang?
Bata: Sir. Kasi.. Kasi po.. may exam po ako ng 7am, major po yun.. Blah.. Blah..
Blah..
(Naiiyak na siya ng time na eto.)

Nagexplain pa yung bata. Hanggang, ayun. Iyak na siya. tumulo ang luha ang humihikbi hikbi pa. stress yun. Nagbreak down na sa harap ng prof. Kahiya hiya.
Buti na lang pinayagan pa siya magexam. Haaynako! :)

THREE MORE EXAMS TO GO :)
KAYA PA? ü




Monday, October 13, 2008 , Monday, October 13, 2008

I started this semester thinking I could own it. This is my chance to prove to everybody that they we're wrong that I'm not just a no-brainer who flunked Math17 and a person who doesn't care about her academic career. Halfway through the semester, I felt that CMSC subjects are the one that owned me. I felt lost and scared that things will happen on repeat. :|

Five months of painstaking love-hate relationship between CMSC subjects and I. I'm here at the end of the road doing the final battle tomorrow and for the next two weeks. (final exams)
I know, instead of blogging I should have kicked my ass and pulled an all nighter. I guess that's one problem I have this semester. I can't stay up late. :(

Bummer right? In an academic life where staying up late is essential, I end up sleeping myself to dreamland. Screw my biological clock, when the clock strikes 10 I'm attacked by yawns and eventually I'll end up to sleep. Coffee doesn't work for me either. I hate it. I'll wake up the next day, realizing that I haven't studied hard enough. It pains me. x_x

As a consolation, going through this semester with such amazing people inspires me. I may not have done well this semester. This doesn't mean this is  the end of the world for me. Because this semester I met really wonderful people:

X HOUSEMATES/CRAPMATES.
Been there during my hormonal moments and crying times and just about everything. Coming home from a horrendous academic day, they make it less painful. So thank you very much.

X ORGMATES: CPS THE BEST.
with the short span of time that I've known you guys, you've been really special to me. You showed me a Family and being part of one is even better. :) Because we are not just Brods & Sisses.. WE ARE FAMILY. :D
Accepting me for who I am and showing me maturity.
Thankyou!

X BLOCMATES
we each gone to our separate ways, we joined different orgs. Nonetheless, we're still here. We see each other and we still keep in touch. Let us be closer.

X PARENTS/MOM/DAD
I know, you don't see me that often but thank you for understanding things. I can't quite explain it but you still constantly keep in touch and care for me. I just want to say I love  you guys and I promise to allot more time for you. :)

:)
To you, I guess you made my semester more interesting. I guess, I'm happy all the same meeting someone like you and knowing you. Cheesy right, but I want to say it anyway. So thankyou. :)

GOD
Through ups and downs you are there. I can feel it. :) You never left me all alone but instead you stood by me 'till now. Thankyou. :D 

Life's been really tough on me. I cry and laugh a lot but I realized this things what makes me more of human. Finding happiness even if you'll end up hurt was something I wasn't expecting too soon. But hey, we learned a thing ot two. We grow, we become mature. :)

College is so cool. But high school is still something you'd like to go back to. Like your High School Friends (mumay, xie, nix, klang & joyce) I MISS YOU GUYS. :D

FINAL BATTLES TOMORROW AND THE NEXT TWO WEEKS. :)
CONQUER THIS SEMESTER NO MATTER WHAT. WE CAN DO IT!
PASS OR FAIL. OH WHATEVER! :)

(I guess, finals week has an effect on me. getting all sentimental and weepy. ü)




Friday, October 10, 2008 , Friday, October 10, 2008

15 hours from now..
+ Exam on Math26. I haven't studied anything decent yet, and at this point in time...
Sudden realizations came crashing in:
x I did not learned a single thing useful or so I thought.
x Large class sucks so bad that you will just end up sitting for an hour doing other things other than mathematics. :(
x Now, I hopelessly crammed three chapters for the exam later. Please let me not fall asleep again.
x derivatives and differentiation, I learned you way back in high school and how I wish I could put you into good use but yeah, I've forgotten everything that we went through. I'm sorry. My fault.
x with a passing standing, I can still make it into the exemption if I do good in this exam. Desperate much.

On the other hand,
Finals next week and I'm going to take..
1
2
3
4
5
6 exams, could it get any harder? :s
I hope not.

I just want to survive and pass this semester. :(

P.S. ..and I miss you so much! ♥
it sucks to be all busy now. Haaaay. :(
I just hope everything will be better.




Saturday, October 4, 2008 , Saturday, October 04, 2008

Eto muna oh :)

From: Kache:)
Yeay. Thanks. :)

At dahil hormonal ako this past few days. :) Sheeep. :)
Sembreak dumating ka na, ang daming exams next week. Patayan na. :s
#10 at #13= kilig. :)
#19 kailangan ko nun ngayon. :)

1. Habang nagququiz.



2. Kapag dinismiss na ng prof.




3. Habang nag aaral


4.Pagtanggap ng long exam.




5.Pag smart kang sumagot...



6.Pag nasuspend ang pasok dahil sa bagyo

7.Dinibdib mo ang pag-aaral tapos wala naman palang quiz



8.Pag lumabas na mga results ng grades...


9.pag nanghihinayang ka sa one point para pumasa



10.pag binati ka ng crush mo. :))



11. pag gusto mong maghiganti sa kaaway mo.. :))



12 pag magcucut ka ng class.



13.pag kausap mo ang crush mo.



14. tuwing enlistment. (Systemone) ;p



15.pag di mo alam paano sagutan yung quiz.



16. pag naghahantay ng jeep




17.la ka na maintindihan sa pinagsasabi ng prof..




18.pag umaasang magbibigay ng plus..



19.ginagawa para pumasa ka..





20.pag feeling mo binigay mo na best mo pero di pa rin sapat. :)



21. pag nabrain-freeze nung uminom ng shake.



22.pagkatapos ng exam..




23.pagkatapos ng lunch.


24. pag tinatamad mag-aral





25.pag uwian na





GOODLUCK && GODBLESS NEXT
WEEK :)

YEAY! :D


SEMBREAK. sembreak. SEMBREAK.
malapit na. :)