Tuesday, September 30, 2008 , Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Yesterday was Casey's 18th Birthday and CPS' Team Building. :)
Since the computer i'm using now is incapable of massive uploading.
Let me show you some teasers of yesterday's event. :p
(will upload soon. more chikas later. :p)

Happy 18th Casey.
Thank you for the talks and all. :)

CPS Team Building. :)

Over-all Champs: Team C

Team B. :) Palaban. :)

Our team is still the best.
GO TEAM A! :)
GO INTERNAL. :)

More to come.
For now, I have to get back to CMSC11 :(
&& CMSC57. :)

P.S. waitlist, please please. :) Let me have a slot. :)

X X X
so what have become of us? :)




Saturday, September 27, 2008 , Saturday, September 27, 2008

so I sit here,
a meter away from him.
stealing glances,
heaving sighs.

my heart is beating
twice as faster,
my mind is whirling
a little bit harder.

for now he knows
what I feel,
&& now
I keep on hanging. :|

1:20am
09*27*08

X X X

Sleep deprived.
I thank you God for a wonderful week.

Weekend=waCASan. :)
More updates soon. :)

we are going to be okay.
*cross fingers*




Friday, September 26, 2008 , Friday, September 26, 2008

She was crying for the most part of the night. Her friends tried to comfort her.
She tried to stop, to compose herself but tears keep on coming. She felt this way before and before; she told herself that she'll never feel this feeling anymore. Never ever. She wants to be strong. But how?

It felt like every single thing was on repeat.
A big "I TOLD YOU SO!" is not what she needed at the moment.
She just went to sleep and praying that tomorrow would be different.
That everything else would be okay.

So she woke up, the next morning. Showered and went to class, late by a minute or so.
Braved a smile and act like nothing ever happened.
Once in awhile, the thought of it makes tears well up on her eyes but she brushed it away. Forced a smile, and continued moving on.

This is not the end of the world dear.
I tell you. :)

P.S. So he is same as all the other guys. :(
Boooooo!

X X X

Back to reality. :)






, Friday, September 26, 2008

She was crying for the most part of the night. Her friends tried to comfort her.
She tried to stop, to compose herself but tears keep on coming. She felt this way before and before; she told herself that she'll never feel this feeling anymore. Never ever. She wants to be strong. But how?

It felt like every single thing was on repeat.
A big "I TOLD YOU SO!" is not what she needed at the moment.
She just went to sleep and praying that tomorrow would be different.
That everything else would be okay.

So she woke up, the next morning. Showered and went to class, late by a minute or so.
Braved a smile and act like nothing ever happened.
Once in awhile, the thought of it makes tears well up on her eyes but she brushed it away. Forced a smile, and continued moving on.

This is not the end of the world dear.
I tell you. :)

P.S. So he is same as all the other guys. :(
Boooooo!

X X X

Back to reality. :)






, Friday, September 26, 2008





Thursday, September 25, 2008 , Thursday, September 25, 2008


Less than a month from now,
I'm turning 18. :) Yikes.
10-24-90




Sunday, September 21, 2008 , Sunday, September 21, 2008

Haha. :) So I was laughing my ass off awhile ago. Just staring at him. There he goes, dancing and prancing around the room. Making everyone laugh with his silly dance moves and hand stands. You read it right, he does hand stands. Isn't he awesome? He shakes his hips to the music as if the world doesn't care. He has this wide eyes, that opens and closes, they we're twinkling if you ask me. Oh the catch: He doesn't talk. Well, I've never heard him speak ever so I'm guessing he doesn't talk at all. He just do his thing but he keep his mouth shut all the way.

So I want you to meet him:


Haha. It's been ages since I last went to a children's party and it was good reliving childhood memories. :)

x x x

This week:
- CMSC11 exam
- LTS1 demo
- waCASan
- CSC-TB :)
- HUM2 paper.

Next week:
- Casey's 18th Birthday! HappyHappyBirthday Sis. :)
- NASC7 exam

In 2 weeks:
- MATH26 exam
- Loyalty Day

In 3-4 weeks:
- Finals week. :( Booooo!
- SEMBREAK. :) Yeaaaaayyy!

In a month or so:
- My 18th birthday. [ i am hinting. hint. hint. :) ]

..and I know, a lot more will be added to my list. Let me survive! :) *cross fingers*

and it keeps getting better && better, and i'm loving him much stronger. :)
just like me, just love me.

x x x


Okay. I'm going to sleep now. :)
To end this blog post. Some photographs. :)

Ate vernie. Uno Cards. Failure. :(

Success. :) Uno Tower.

Sweet Tooth. :)
x x x

NIGHT. :)





Wednesday, September 17, 2008 , Wednesday, September 17, 2008

THEGOOD
- CMSC57 exam is over. ._.
- CPS Family day. :)
- i feel there's hope. :s there we go again.

THEBAD
- CMSC11 exam on friday.
- i think i lost him.
- projects & papers all due this week.

THEUGLY
- not much. nothing beats her sarcasm. :|




Monday, September 15, 2008 , Monday, September 15, 2008

Since, we haven't had our heart-to-heart convos for awhile. I just want to say that I love you. :)
You mentioned that you are reading my blogs once again. So I guess, you'll be reading this sooner or later.

Keep on reading though, I don't mind.

I know you are worried that maybe I'm not doing good in my academics. But I am, good. Not good all passing and never failing good but I'm good. I'm coping. I'm exerting effort to understand the lessons that my mind can't pretty much comprehend. I don't want to add as another pain in the ass and I hope you understand that I value my education too. I have plans. :) College is way different from high school and everyone here is smart. Smart smart, I must say.

I also know, that you're just being mom and worrying about me is natural and guess, I want to say thank you. thank you for the constant texts and reminders. I really appreciate it. :)

Even if I joined an organization this semester, I'm still balancing life, academics & org duties. They've been really helpful to me and I'm thankful to them. I'm adjusting and joining an organization is something I'll never regret. :)

What else? Sorry if I have to make this a blog entry but you know, I'm looking forward to our heart-to-heart convos soon. A little more patience and a lot more love mom.

LoveLots,
Anne

(P.S. I made the font a little bit bigger since I know you have trouble reading small font. Hehe. Take Care! :) Text me when you read this. )




, Monday, September 15, 2008

THEGOOD
- i played basketball again, and we won. :) GO CPS! :D
Looking forward in playing next year. ü
- cmsc11 exercise can be passed until tomorrow! Yeay. :)
- no class in PE for one whole week.
- semester will be over. sembreak is just around the corner.
mental torture no more. :| [ i doubt! ]

THEBAD
- i suck at playing basketball. Where art thou skills? HAHA. Seriously, I did not score any points. Does assists and steals count? BITTER! This is not my day. I tell you. Even after the game, I can't shoot hoops. :s What is wrong with the court? or me? :p
PRACTICE! PRACTICE! :D
- i guess i'm falling or failing?

THEUGLY
- CMSC57 exam on wednesday and I'm still on handout#1.
- CMSC11 exam on friday, haven't studied yet. :s
- Self declared hell week for me.
- Always the friend, never the girlfriend. :(




Sunday, September 14, 2008 , Sunday, September 14, 2008

i'm buried from readings, modules and notes.
could this get any worse? :s

My morning is unproductive yet again. Somehow, I'm stuck at the world wide web doing spontaneous blog hopping and checking out my online accounts. Multiply, Friendster, Tumblr and Blogspot saves me again from the lull of studying.

Another week to survive. Let me pass, Let me be.
*cross fingers*

Hi. :)
I just want you to know that I am so
thankful for all the blessings you have given me.
For always being there, for giving me strength all through out.
For picking me up, when I am down.
Simply,
For never leaving me and loving me more as each day
passed by.

I love you too. :)
Your child,
Anne

X X X

P.S.
Is excessive blogging bad for your health? :)




Saturday, September 13, 2008 , Saturday, September 13, 2008

Jul 8, '08 10:53 PM
for Andi's contacts

-- Alert the Armory by Urbandub sounds really loud especially when I hear it at the wee hours of the morning. 6:30 to be exact. I tend to make myself proud by waking up an hour and a half before class but I just end up snoozing my poor little phone.

It's tuesday=hell day. Two labs and a lecture in a row. Could this get any worse? I went through my morning ritual:

wake up - shower - dress - off you go.
no breakfast for me though. :s

Made it on time, even if for the past few weeks I'm your tardy little girl.

First Class: Quiz.
I don't know the answer. Fvck! zero again. I'm guessing that I haven't passed any quizzes yet. Boohoo! and exams are coming up.

GOOD KARMA. GOOD KARMA COME TO ME.

Then, my day went like this and like that.

As I passed the hallway, I saw him sitting at one of those bench&table exclusively for organization members. He was just there, sitting.. talking probably with his orgmates for all i know.

SIGHS.

ohwell..
and my day ended with a bang. :)
X X X

Note from the author:
I am on a writing mood, when I'm supposed to be studying. Forgive me for the lack of productivity. Just to kill time, I wrote this.
Product of my uncreative mind. A series story, if you haven't guessed.
No decent title yet. will update soon. :)

By the way, any resemblance to actual persons -- living or dead -- is purely coincidental.





, Saturday, September 13, 2008

somehow, reality strikes through me. :)

When you come home from a horrific day, you'll pray that everything is just a dream.
But, when you wake up from the sweetest dream ever, you'll pray that you've never woke up.Ü

Guess who I've dreamed about? *dreamy eyed*

and you know what, dreams do become reality. Not crystal clear, not picture perfect, not exactly the same but yeah somehow..

He made my day again. :)


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kaya naman ako'y inspired magaral.
Lalalalalalala. :)
Aral, aral tayo! :)

more, more.. just keep 'em coming! :D

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Photo courtesy: Arianne :)
SM Baguio - amidst the crowd.

Current mood: ACADS MODE for the weekend.
Do not disturb. :)




, Saturday, September 13, 2008

take a glimpse on my next week. :)
ACADS, love me :) because I'm loving you too.
Be fair. :)

STAT1
-- exer again. :s
CMSC57
-- exams: probably wednesday
{ i have to pass. :| seryoso.
magaral ka, magaral! }

NASC7
-- wala. boring na klase. :(
lintek na GE yan. ang layo layo.
CMSC11
-- exercise. make up class. at exam.
baka meron pang dagdag oh?
PE2 - basketball
-- yehey! walang klase, isang buong linggo.
LTS1
-- demo na. requirements.
bibinggo na ako dito eh. :(
MATH26
-- kelan ba exam dito? di naman ako nakikinig eh. :|

Sa totoo lang, magsipag lang ako eh, ayos na eh. :|
Anne, magsipag ka. BawiBawi. :)

Patapos na ang sem.
Konting tiis, konting sipag na lang. :)

PAPASA TAYO! :D


Naiiyak ako. Aalis ka na. Nakakalungkot. :|




Friday, September 12, 2008 , Friday, September 12, 2008

long time, no blog.
it's friday. yehey! my week have gone really bad and this might be brought out by the curse that I've spread on vigan. :( KARMA! :s
finally, exams are on: next week! :|
i know, I know.. I shouldn't be happy with it but for the past weeks all i've done is to laze around. do nothing and daydream while others burn their eyebrows studying.
I miss studying really, since I think I haven't done any decent studying from the start of the semester 'till now. ohwell! :)

'bawibawi anne. :)

where will you go?

I'll upload fieldtrip pictures soon. :) I must comment on how my housemate Arianne takes awesome pictures. wala lang. "Arianne, ang ganda kasi ng kuha mo sa mga pictures natin nung fieldtrip!"

On the flipside, I'm more confused than ever. :(
Silently breaking up inside.
Just tell me what it is, let's get this over and done with.

this week has been blurry. Teary eyed me. :|
I caught myself being silent all of the sudden when a minute ago I'm hyper as ever.

I know the reason is you. :(

and the girl who can't quit on picking on me. sighs.

will rant more, next time.
Late na ako sa PE class ko. :|




Tuesday, September 9, 2008 , Tuesday, September 09, 2008

i'm back from Ilocos & Baguio.
Define Haggard & Lantang gulay. :s

* popping random thoughts again.
i miss you a lot. :) Inaamin ko, natutuwa ako sayo. >_<
Hindi ko mapigilan ngumiti tuwing naiisip kita. Oo, ikaw nga. :)
(hello mushiness!)

gusto ko magblog, pero saka na ang mahaba kong kwento. :)

for now, photos anyone:
Someday, you & I. :)


the wind is blowing really hard out here. :)
windmills. :)
hello paradise. :)
even in the sand, i doodle your name. :)
someday. you're going to call my name too.
hey, paradise again. :)
Baguio. Brr. :s
a little dose of celebrity madness. hehe.




Friday, September 5, 2008 , Friday, September 05, 2008

So I've finally had the time to write a blog entry. Feeling busy busyhan lang ako ngayon. Thankfully, I don't have exams yet till next week. :) I should probably start studying or this is just going to be a repeat of my previous boohoo 1st exams. :( Kaya, Anne.. Magaral ka! :)

There are a lot of things that are occupying my mind right now. A lot of realizations that I cannot pretty much comprehend. One minute, I am on top of the world.. feeling happy and then all of a sudden, I would be so down and blue. This must be moodswings or I am just too bothered that I'm hating him at the moment. Really hate but I can't do anything about it. :s I hate him but I still care. MUSHY. ARTE. LABO DUDE! :(

Bipolar ba ako?
I hope not. :(

On the brighter side, did you see the sky yesterday afternoon? It was cool. Okay. Awesome. I really can't put into words, so let the pictures do the talking:




No photoshop or photo manipulations. This is the real thing. :) Though, I still don't know what just happen. Is the world coming to an end or this is just a sign of the new beginning? :)
HAHA. :)

I'm downloading games for my phone right now. I miss the world wide web. SIGHS.Ü

P.S. I'm off to Ilocos for three days & 2 nights. Yehey! Hum2 Fieldtrip. :)
9pm call time and I haven't figured out what to bring and my bags are not yet packed. Oh well. :)
Cramming again. :p

This is a good time for soul searching, maybe when I'm back.
I'll be healed and back to my normal non-bipolar self. :)
*crosses fingers*