It's been like a month or so since the comeback of this and that. (and the disappearance of the thing with *BLEEP*, good thing we're back to being friends) A lot of things are quite HAPPENING =)) (If you're someone close to me then you'll probably know!)
But then, it isn't one straight path to heaven it is more of a roller coaster ride with double death loops plus a lot of twists and turns. I am not complaining, regretting or anything from the line of the first two words said. I AM JUST WAY NOT INTO THE ADJUSTING PHASE.

By all means, would someone bonked me in the head and wake me up? I need maturity talk and anti-needy girl campaign please. So there =)) Maybe just maybe things will settle but it's hard making time to do things that you wouldn't normally do before. It's plain hard to adjust and be the GIRL again. Because I'm far from being that.

Uhh, and Yes! I don't even know why I am feeling tension between that girl and I? There's nothing wrong with her but I feel the competition. It saddens me that I can't do anything about it. I AM SO FAR AWAY. :|

Also, I come as a total airhead that the deadly silence of our talks is deafening. I AM SMART. I WILL STUDY MY ASS OFF. YOU'LL SEE. Or maybe I'm just into words and not into action. Ugh.

For the whole wide world, I am sorry that I can't specifically give names and open up to you. This is as far as this thing goes for my private life. I may not share all the details, forgive me =)) I am still too overwhelmed that I can only share the minor bits and I know that some of you just don't care. So we're quits! :P

Uhh, yes! I started my own journal away from the piercing eyes of people. Or it is a scrapbook thing. Outlet :) for things, I couldn't say at the cyberworld. I must stop being dramatic and doing things.

HELLO TIME MANAGEMENT, I want to be with you again! SERIOUSLY!