After one great fight with a certain someone. *PEACE NA TAYO! K?*
Realization strucked me at my weakest.

TheGOOD
- We're okay. We're trying to make things better and We sorted things out. Thankyouverymuch.
- He loves me still. *SUPER GOOD*
- I am so making up to you and I quote "The only thing that is permanent is change"
- I am somehow getting up my feet and being independent once again. The effect that you inflicted me should be gone, I can stand at my own two feet and I don't have to depend everything to you. I must accept that your world doesn't revolve me around anymore. I AM INDEPENDENT. I WILL BABY =))
- Another certain someone got my back after all. The sudden change of heart is overwhelming but I really appreciate it. It is not too late, so thank you =)) Listening to my rants and raves and being nice, talking to me and stuff. I never thought we would come to this so I will not name names. This is too much =))

TheBAD
- I cried a dozen times last night. No, It is not your fault that my heart aches when you said those things. It sort of ached in a good/bad way. So forgiven.
- I slammed the phone to think I'm the one who called in the first place but I just don't want to say unnecessary things that will break your heart, So I did the next best thing and after hanging up. I immediately texted you and said sorry profusely but then you were already asleep. Bummer :|
- I can't say things and how I feel when you are infront of me instead I can express myself through text and words that somehow you can't understand. I'm sorry. i will try to communicate my feelings better.
- I always ask you to spend time with me and you always do. But now, I face rejection because you are too busy with school and practices. Sigh. I feel unproductive that I don't get to feel that way or I am just a lazy ass after all.
- I am moody all the time. It's not even the time of the month yet, but I don't know why. Stressed out perhaps? Or things are getting to my nerves.
- I always pick fights. I don't even want to, it is partly unintentional. I want to feel loved and I want to seek your attention. I am sorry. I know it is such a pathetic way.

TheUGLY
- I AM NEEDY. :|