Tuesday, January 27, 2009
, Tuesday, January 27, 2009
You know that for the past few months I'm feeling down in the dumps. My world is currently rotating at the wrong direction. My academic life is in shambles and this is not over-acting. I often get the feeling that all I want to do is sleep until my classes are over but luckily, I don't succumbed to that thought. *shudders*Though, I stay at the apartment most of the time thinking.
I still fight the feeling of laziness and procrastination one way or another. :)I am bit depressed that he, of all people would be the one to discouraged me or I'm just taking it the wrong way. Maybe it is some sort of motivation. :| Uhh, Yes. Maybe it is. I WILL STUDY HARD and prove him wrong. Unleash my inner Computer Science geekiness.
On a happier note, I get to spend time with my friendly family last Sunday. A little bit of shopping therapy is all I need though that kind of burned a big hole in my wallet. Tuna for the rest of the week, I guess. :p (just for now, everything would be okay) For a short time, I really spent the day with amusement. I sometimes regret that I have to stay in LB for 5days max and not spend weeknights with my family. Sometimes, I feel way out of place because of my absence in a week where are a lot of things are happening that are overwhelming. I felt that I should be CLOSER TO HOME.But anyway, the brunch we shared and the day is enough to make me smile wholeheartedly. I miss you guys, I really do. Time flies by so quickly that I get lonely that I am not there to share family moments with you. :( Oh no, here we go again. Here comes the drama. So I'll cut this entry short. :)
Painting fun. Hey M, Let's do this together,
it's fun seriously =))