Sunday, December 7, 2008
, Sunday, December 07, 2008
SAY IT AND IM YOURS. =))Wow. In a few weeks Christmas Day would happen. *insert holiday cheer* Things are happening quite fast. For me, that is. Also, I can't quite comprehend that in a few more months. *POOF. Another year would be passing by: which means... Byebye *bleep*My thoughts are scattered and until now, I'm coping with my 15unit schedule. Academics are partly my problem and the whole other lot would be my poor time management skills. :|I JUST WANT THINGS TO FALL ON THE RIGHT PLACES.
Scratch that, I WANT THINGS TO FALL =)) Haha.
First and foremost, I am not much of a Christmas Fanatic. I am no grinch either. I heart Christmas when it is all about the birth of Jesus Christ. :> On the other hand, Christmas this year would be different. Or I feel that it would be different.Because:One: A certain *bleep* would really really make me happy if he does this *bleep* but assessing our situation now, this *bleep* thing would be next to impossible.Two: Christmas marks the near end of the year. Another year to battle with and this semester will be close to coming to an end. which now means: *Bleep* gone. Maybe for good. =((
Three: Economic crisis is still a factor. BOOO!!! I just hope that others would still have a very Merry Christmas inspite all the crisis our country is enduring =))
Four: I thought that this "thing" that *Bleep* did would be a good thing. BUT: It isn't. It makes things a little bit more unclear for me atleast. But maybe, I still haven't seen the goodness of this "thing". So I'm crossing my fingers and hoping for the best that this "thing" would favor me. Oh please. Jealousy is overwhelming. Tsk.
Five: I want *Bleep* to say the title and address it to me. =)) I wish. Hahaha.
Seriously, Number 5 would be. I want people close and not so close to me to be able to say it to me. Because things doesn't always work out the way we want to. It sucks feeling you're down into the dumps and sad to the bones.
Because certain things left unspoken would seriously bad for you in the long run.
Trust me.
I admit that I'm the type of person that doesn't want to feel alone even for a short period of time. I am quite clingy. Which also means, I hate walking alone to and from classes because I feel a little weird. Except for the few times I want to be emotional and I want to think things out.
So I'm feeling a wee bit embarrass about proclaiming my so called feelings at the moment. So bear with me now. =))
Sometimes you have to admit, it gets pretty lonely. Not really the feeling you should be having near Christmas time.
So that's when "that" feeling steps in. =))
Now, can you guess the title of this blog entry? =))
