Thursday, October 16, 2008 , Thursday, October 16, 2008

For the nth time of my alpha-academic life, I went to class unprepared. A ballpen and eyes swollen from tears is all I've got. That's what you get bawling your eyes out for the most part of the night. Recounting all your mistakes, and unleashing regret thats been hidden from the past semesters.

I want to thank my roommate ARIANNE. :) for painstakingly listening to me when all I've been doing is saying things over and over again. Sirang plaka ika nga. Super thank you. In the meantime, the future of my academic life depends on the result of my FINAL EXAMS. :(
Oh please. please. please. Sana magkahimala. That I got all the correct answers. That I will pass.
*cross fingers*

At kung walang himala. May removals pa. Syet. Ang hirap umasa! :s
At kung wala talaga. Haay. HELLO TAKE 2 (ikaw na naman).

Masyadong masakit sa heart. :(

X X X

Pero alam mo yun, natatanggap ko na. Sabi nga ng roommate ko kung ang pagbagsak at pagulit ay paraan para matutunan ko talaga at maintindihan ang itinuturo. Sige lang. Gusto ko ang Comsci, kahit parang hindi pa niya narrealize na gusto din niya ako. Ayokong bumitiw. Ayokong sumuko. Ayokong iwasan at takbuhan na lang ito. Pero minsan, sobrang nasasaktan ka na at nahihirapan. Nakakasawa na, na paulit ulit lang ang nangyayare. Lageng sa huli na lang ang pagsisisi.

Hindi ko na kaya pero sige, one more time pa. :)

Goodluck at Godbless :)