I started this semester thinking I could own it. This is my chance to prove to everybody that they we're wrong that I'm not just a no-brainer who flunked Math17 and a person who doesn't care about her academic career. Halfway through the semester, I felt that CMSC subjects are the one that owned me. I felt lost and scared that things will happen on repeat. :|

Five months of painstaking love-hate relationship between CMSC subjects and I. I'm here at the end of the road doing the final battle tomorrow and for the next two weeks. (final exams)
I know, instead of blogging I should have kicked my ass and pulled an all nighter. I guess that's one problem I have this semester. I can't stay up late. :(

Bummer right? In an academic life where staying up late is essential, I end up sleeping myself to dreamland. Screw my biological clock, when the clock strikes 10 I'm attacked by yawns and eventually I'll end up to sleep. Coffee doesn't work for me either. I hate it. I'll wake up the next day, realizing that I haven't studied hard enough. It pains me. x_x

As a consolation, going through this semester with such amazing people inspires me. I may not have done well this semester. This doesn't mean this is  the end of the world for me. Because this semester I met really wonderful people:

X HOUSEMATES/CRAPMATES.
Been there during my hormonal moments and crying times and just about everything. Coming home from a horrendous academic day, they make it less painful. So thank you very much.

X ORGMATES: CPS THE BEST.
with the short span of time that I've known you guys, you've been really special to me. You showed me a Family and being part of one is even better. :) Because we are not just Brods & Sisses.. WE ARE FAMILY. :D
Accepting me for who I am and showing me maturity.
Thankyou!

X BLOCMATES
we each gone to our separate ways, we joined different orgs. Nonetheless, we're still here. We see each other and we still keep in touch. Let us be closer.

X PARENTS/MOM/DAD
I know, you don't see me that often but thank you for understanding things. I can't quite explain it but you still constantly keep in touch and care for me. I just want to say I love  you guys and I promise to allot more time for you. :)

:)
To you, I guess you made my semester more interesting. I guess, I'm happy all the same meeting someone like you and knowing you. Cheesy right, but I want to say it anyway. So thankyou. :)

GOD
Through ups and downs you are there. I can feel it. :) You never left me all alone but instead you stood by me 'till now. Thankyou. :D 

Life's been really tough on me. I cry and laugh a lot but I realized this things what makes me more of human. Finding happiness even if you'll end up hurt was something I wasn't expecting too soon. But hey, we learned a thing ot two. We grow, we become mature. :)

College is so cool. But high school is still something you'd like to go back to. Like your High School Friends (mumay, xie, nix, klang & joyce) I MISS YOU GUYS. :D

FINAL BATTLES TOMORROW AND THE NEXT TWO WEEKS. :)
CONQUER THIS SEMESTER NO MATTER WHAT. WE CAN DO IT!
PASS OR FAIL. OH WHATEVER! :)

(I guess, finals week has an effect on me. getting all sentimental and weepy. ü)