Wednesday, May 14, 2008
, Wednesday, May 14, 2008
All this time. I'm waiting for it to happen. I spent a considerable amount of my time daydreaming about it. I read hundreds of paperbacks with the happily ever after ending, watched thousand of movies where all of it ends well. I blabbed about it to my friends, my dormmates my classmates and even to myself.I am decided on what I really like, my standards and all.But hey, I'm so wrong. Now that it is right in front of me. I couldn't take it anymore, I don't want it. Really. I'm just happy this way, minding my own business and being happy and FREE.Period.Time is running out or I'm just feeling that way.It is not yet the right time you see. I'm just going to let it slip.After all, if we're meant to be then we're meant to be. No matter what, right?Even if it is on another decade, century or lifetime.I just can't face the fact that this is happening now..So I'm letting all of this go..I'm tired of hanging on..So here I am again, starting from scratch, making amends and doing what I think is right.So sorry. Let's try this again some other time. Okay?when I'm okay. No more of this crazy moodswings and childish attitudes.Next Blog? Ang Pagdadalaga ni Anne Christiane Ronidel.P.S.outlet lang. :) That's all I'm going to say.'til next time. Ü
