sounds cliche right? pero honestly. i don't know what i really want at this point in time. i'm confused. hurt and worried. in short. malabo. haay. ewan ko ba. bigla na lang dumadating yung times na natatahimik na lang ako bigla. mapagiisp and i will start crying na. =< ang daya. i don't want that feeling anymore. ang weird eh. as in. :]]

i know that my life is currently not in it's best. that everything somehow finds a way to fall apart to little pieces, i can't pick up anymore.

pero di ba. naayos din ang lahat. kahit ganu pa kasira yung bagay na yun. nabubuo din. it takes time nga lang. :]]

haha. but if you ask me what i want for christmas. i don't want any material things pero eto..

`*my family to be happy. :]] [i know we're going through tough times right now, but we're gonna get through]
`*trop'a reunited. [i guess. we're busy with acads and everything na di na kami nagkikita. i miss them a lot.ü]
`*happy me. ü [yun lang naman gusto ko eh. maging masaya. to make things go right pero ang hirap. i will never give up even if he turns me down many times. as of now. i'm just admiring him from afar.ü okay na yun. pero sana naman. haay. sana maramdaman niya ang nararamdaman ko. sana. ü ]

lastly, all i want for christmas is him!

Labels: drama, heartaches